just this once
just this once, even though no one cares, I just want to let it out, for this will make my inside rot if i continue on keeping it inside and I don't want that.
why? why does no body is around me when I feel alone? When I'm hurt? When I want to cry? When I want to let out all my frustrations? WHy does nobody's there for me when I'm always there for them? Yeah it's my fault. I don't want them to see me like this because this is not the ME they know, if they saw this weak side of mine everything will be over. I'm always there to comfort them, my shoulders are always ready to be cried on, but there's no one there for me when it is me who needs it. I always hug them, always pat their slouching back and that's what I want now. I give comfort yet no one can give it to me.. .no one, because it's my fault.. .it's my fault I don't show it to them.. .I don't run towards them just like they run towards me.. .I don't say my problems just like they do.. .so I understand.. .
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