So basically, I'm back from the France trip. Yay! 

I originally thought it would be agonising because like, I'm rooming with three girls who knew each other and are in the same grade (I'm one grade lower), and none of my closest friends were there. Then, I went and found it was really fun, and made a lot of new friends so sometimes the teacher ask me why the heck I'm not with my schoolmates. 

And now everything just seems so ing dull. Imagine if you're surrounded by people every day for two weeks, even when you sleep and wake up and stepping out of the shower, then you're thrown back to home, and since I don't have any siblings I'm basically home alone. I want to go to a summer camp again, or attend extra lessons, but I'm really lazy in the morning and it's the height of the summer hols now, no course available I guess. I mean, sure, I can go on trips and excursions and stuff, but I don't really like being with my parents now since I had spent two weeks with people around my age. I only go out for three days a week for tutorial, but I feel that it wasn't enough since I did two weeks' worth of sports. 

Also, the people I met there. They were awesome. Way cooler than my own friends, and I really want to meet them again, right now, but I have a feeling that I won't ever see them again, and long-distance contact. Does anyone here live in Arizona btw? Anyways, I also watched all of the Go Fighting episodes, and a part of me really wants to do the same activities. God damn it, I want to play....

Tomorrow I'm going to the Bigbang Concert held here, and I know I should get excited because it's my first Kpop concert, but I feel more like going back to France...*sigh* Plus, I'm going with a friend that I'm not really close with, so I don't really know how to behave, I guess? And I have a feeling like everything's gonna end after this, so....I don't know what to do, really. 

Someone help me.