of SIWAN of course. xD

okay...darn it.....i've typed soooooooooooooooooooooooooo long n the computer turned off by itself... stupid stupid stupid. *bangs head on the wall*

i lost mood to spazz full-mode but i'll just share the details. read up n you'll be proud of him too...

-earlier today i found a Korean article relating siwan-kwanghee...wondered what it's abt but since i don't really understand Korean....

- just now saw the trans....n it made me so damn proud of siwan. actually, i was afraid siwan would talk bad abt kwanghee again like he did on some tv shows where they guested together. i know that's just to be funny n they must've had planned it since siwan didn't even look natural.....i just hate it when kwanghee is made into a subject to be made fun of....siwan doesn't suit to be a 'blunt/mean character'..it just seemed forced out...just watching it made me cringed...

- n now that he's gaining some mad popularity...i'm just scared he'd try to 'be funny' again by saying mean stuffs abt kwanghee...

but contrary to what i was scared of...this is what he said....

‘The Moon Embracing the Sun’ Im Siwan “Failed audition because of Kwanghee’s Jealousy? Twisted truth” (Extract): 
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In a recent interview with SportsSeoul.com, while talking about the jealousy and restraining between s, Im Siwan mentioned that “Some fans’ misunderstanding about Kwanghee’s jealousy causing me to fail MBC sitcom Highkick 3’s audition is making me distressed”.

Portraying the character as Heo YeonWoo’s brother Heo Yeom in the drama ‘The Moon Embracing the Sun’, he rose to fame overnight. That is when fans belatedly notice in a past radio program where Siwan and Kwanghee appeared together, Kwanghee mentioned that “Siwan’s going to appear in HighKick and I’m jealous that I hid his script so that he couldn’t read it.”, and criticize his selfish act.

Siwan explained that “Kwanghee exaggerated what he said to help me who lack the sense in variety”. “My failure in the audition was definitely not caused by him hiding my script. I could then get another one right but the script was hidden so I couldn’t practise?” He asked in return.

Also “He was saying that as he had a sense of responsibility to make people laugh but it seems that he only got cursed. I was really upset and feeling sorry.’In our group beside me there are also members like Siwan who can stand out. There are members who are so great that I’d even be jealous of.’ He was intended to show this but his intention was misunderstood.” Siwan was upset about that.

(cr: jaiswan@tumblr)

zomg!!!!! SIWAN!!!!! i was so....i couldn't even find a word to describe my happiness.....he used his newfound fame to defend n backup criticism on Kwanghee. like a BOSS!!! how much more awesome could he get? i am so touched by this gesture. i always hate how too many ppl always had bad things to say abt kwanghee...yes, i even found many ppl who spazz over other ZE:A members but hate Kwanghee? seriously.....that's just.....eugh....bleh. don't call yourself a ZE:A fan if u can't appreciate Kwanghee's sacrifices for the group seriously...

n how could people believe Kwanghee's personality as a celebrity is all that he is? it's so obvious he's just trying to make ppl laugh n notice ZE:A even when he risked his own reputation, that's sacrifice......i'm soo happy somebody speaks it up...n all the better, it's Siwan. kyaaaaaa...(no, i'm not into sikwang)

as long as Siwan kept being this awesome, humble n level headed...i'd be so damn proud of him, it's things like this that made him shine even brighter to me, not the popularity....n i'm so proud he's not just bothered abt pleasing the crowd after gaining popularity...but instead use it to defend his friend.....not wise to mess up with Siwan's buddies just to make them look like his fans....yay siwan, just yay....i don't know..i'll just repeat it..i'm so proud of him.

- ugh..in my original post..i manage to spazz even more.....but u get the main point. SIWAN IS AWESOME! he stood up for Kwanghee. i am happy. lol

- i had no idea he auditioned for highkick 3 though...i'm such a fail......i wondered if he auditioned for which role.....but i'm happy he didn't get it........highkick is a sitcom n siwan isn't a 'comedic' guy so...i fear he'd try too hard to be funny n that wouldn't look so great.....guess that's why he didn't made it.....his character young Heo Yeom, even if it's such a small role, it fits him so well that it made him so damn popular all of a sudden.....n he's funny without trying to, because of the writing of his character as well as the directing......i like this role much better, we get to see so many sides of him within the small appearance(6 episodes) glowing(LOL), swordfight(swoon), friendship n bromance(kyaaaa), uptighty noble scholar, caring brother, dutiful son, conflicted, clueless, n so many more....basically, perfect. it's just the perfect role that made him shine. the Director even said the character wouldn't be as popular/successful if played by someone other than him. n he's even modest enough to think that he had too many scenes for a newcomer.......he just need to keep his humble n awesome mindset......

well......i'll continue spazz mentally......see 'ya...