Okay, I haven’t really written a proper blog in a while, which isn’t awesome. Because I kind of tend to look back on the stuff and go like: See, you made past that?

Internships are finally ending. It’s been such a long time – and it had passed me in a snap, it feels. Well, I’m still undecided what to get my fellow workers as a parting gift, I was thinking of buying them all a big fat chocolate cake (Because I know they will love it) but it’s kind of lacking.
My sort of gift is something handmade and time-consuming and let’s admit, cheesy.

Such a lot has happened.
I’ve made money! I’ve spent money! I’ve actually built myself a career. I’ve made, although possibly altered with time and experience, a lot of choices that will base my future-self. I’ve learned about myself, I’ve expressed myself, I’ve actually done something!

The feeling of true accomplishment will never really match another.

It’s weird to be writing things that aren’t depressing and glum, honestly. (Haha)

I forget,
I’ve been asked out, I had broken hearts, I’ve liked someone and had my heart broken (well, that’s as close as anyone had got to breaking my heart so I’ll give it a ten) and I’ve been pissed at drama, I’ve been involved in drama, I’ve mediated drama, I’ve made friends, I’ve been pissed at friends, I’ve made awkward acquaintances, I’ve done a lot of .

I’ve skipped worked and gone out to watch movies, I’ve had a secret stash of food for myself!

But, it’s all going to be in the past.

I’ve decided that I’m going to work on designing, and I’ll get started on a degree. I’ve put on a few gigs on fiverr and who knows? I am giving it a shot anyway? I’ve also created a pay pal account but I don’t really have a clear road ahead me.

But it doesn’t matter. It’s not like anyone can truly stop worrying about what’s going to happen tomorrow. You just it up and live.
Maybe I can go to Japan one day after all.