"how can I focus on the positives when i can see is negativity?"

PERSONALITY TRAITS —

ISTJ-T: THE LOGISTICIAN
positive responsible, practical, demure, orderly. 
neutral trucelent, deceitful.
negative judgemental,punitive,self-deprecating,
ostentatious

ELABORATION —

an angelic chef d'oueuvre often alluded to perfection, sung bada is a walking masterpiece, a mixture of good genes and respectable personality, a representation of how unfair god can be. the newest gem of c9 and a rising visual in the idol industry, soleil's sung bada has been riding on waves of overhype as well as having the burdens of improving and harsh reality on her shoulders ever since debut. always put in the middle of group photos and dance formations, there is no denying that bada was born to be in the spotlight. her introverted and feminine personality is loved and hated by many equally, and when bada looks through the articles about herself and sees her fans defending her antis' words of "sung bada just wants fame", she hates herself for agreeing with what the antis write. 

 

[+283, -51] daeyang really is very pretty and lovable, but she's useless. what was her company thinking? they usually put out such solid soloists... cheetah, for example, then you have this mess.
[+548, -498] perfect example of debuting just because of a pretty face. ten years of training has done practically nothing. how very similar to twice's jihyo, but at least jihyo is an average singer.
[+108, -201] it's funny how she always tries to act like the leader when she isn't, and is the most useless one ㅋㅋ I think she's just an idol because she likes being famous.
[+309, -107] can't you guys give her a break? daeyang might not be the most talent idols out there, but I've met her once and she's a very reserved and sweet person. she's still a rookie, she has time to improve! 
[+112, -98] she's still a kid. stop.
 

 

associate with those of good quality with utmost grace and elegance in her step, there's a reason why bada is one of the most popular idols of recent times. if it isn't because of the everlasting smile on her exquisite face, then it's because of the dignified aura she gives off. the living embodiment of rule and order, she's sometimes known as the 'father' of the group because of her need for order and her constant repression of the members' silly antics, and such actions, much to some of her members' chagrin, happen both on and off camera. another lovable quirk is her shyness- her embarassed smiles and heated face are simply make it easier for people to fall for her. she treats everyone with equality and even though she's one of the youngest members, has the urge to take care of the other members, and sometimes ends up being imperious, taking up the role of the leader when c9 didn't give it to her because of her, frankly, incompetence. while very introverted, bada doesn't like sugarcoating the truth. if she has something to say, she'll say it without hesitating. her brain to mouth filter, or rather, her lack of it, creates fights between the members a lot and needless to say, she's not exactly close with some of the louder members since they think bada honestly has no right to judge them. bada just means well, but is incapable of shaping her statements into warm words.

for it is better to be alone than be in bad company hidden beneath the impeccable exterior the spotlights shine on is a shockingly insincere maiden who yearns for attention yet gets hurt by it. she knows when to say the truth and when to beautify it to be favoured by magnates, and is remarkably two-faced, putting on a smile and letting it drop when she's alone. since young she's loved being complimented for her beauty, which can be considered one of the largest reasons for her to step onto the journey of being a trainee and debuting. as if she was born to merely impress, bada takes great care in shaping a flawless image for the fans to scream over and for the cameras to take pictures of. she loves reading the posts that rave over her beauty and the fanchants that say her name, but as someone who takes her image and fame very seriously, she's very sensitive to negative comments as well, and tends to be very insecure and belittle herself regularly, hating herself for being untalented and, to some, not pretty enough. 

BACKGROUND —

born to sung youngjae and nam hyeri on march 2nd in 1993, bada grew up with praises and endless admiration. an only child, she loved the spotlight and her dream was to be famous; many believed that she would be able to accomplish the said dream. her parents, lenient, approved and would excitedly drive her around seoul to attend different auditions when she was merely ten. to bada's disappointment, she was rejected, albeit the sparkle in the judges' eyes every time they first laid eyes on her her — she noticed the sparkle died down as soon as she started singing. all the companies praised her visuals but said that her talent wasn't enough, and that she should try again when she was older.

thirteen year old bada tried again in 2006, auditioning at sm, yg, loen and pledis. she was rejected from all of them. at that time, c9 a relatively unknown company, was ( aggressively ) conducting open auditions to get trainees. bada auditioned, and the company was enthralled by her beauty. they decided that skills could be cultivated, and since visuals like bada didn't audition every day at a small company like theirs, they signed her on. 

to their disappointment, bada's skills could not be cultivated. simply put, she had no talent in performing. two years of extensive training in singing and dancing and bada was average at best. but she didn't give up, nor did she change companies. she was aware no other company would take such a trainee. 

she knows that c9 merely hope bada's face will rake in the fans and the funds and she knows she's going to be panned. but she knows that she's going to make a name for herself.

bada returns to the dorms latest and leaves the earliest. sometimes it's because of her endless schedules, other times it's because she was practicing, hoping to improve. she never hogs the bathroom and showers the quickest out of all the members, using cold water even in winter. she's been on hold from school ever since she graduated high school and got into sungshin women's university's college of social sciences ( she was rejected from sopa for a reason ), but at age 23, she still hasn't finished her first year.

first to wake and last to sleep, bada's lifestyle is nowhere as glamorous as the public think it might be. fatigue consumes her daily but if she ever gets hurt the company is nice enough to let her stay longer for better treatment. she wakes up as early as five and can spend more than twenty four hours working. there is no specific way to pinpoint how her schedule or lifestyle actually is because it's just way too hectic.

all along bada has been going against her contract: she's not happy.

 

RELATIONSHIPS — 

notable idol friends include lee hyoeun of stellar, shin hyunseong of boyfriend, lee byunghyun of teen top, mark tuan of got7 and lim nayoung of ioi.