Sup guys.

GUESS WHO JUST RECEIVED HER BTS ' YOUNG FOREVER ' ALBUM? Yep, that's me. ( Not like you had many choice options anyway but well.. ) 

I am just so happy right now. My friend and I both ordered it on pre-order but , since we live in Canada, it takes like forever for us to receive things. aarrghh. ANYWAY , all that to say that I am super proud to finally be able to support my favorite group. This is the very first thing I bought related to Kpop. I started listening back in 2011 but I got so many things to pay and all that I rarely had the money for anything else and now BOOM, I can buy one of their best albums! 

My friend, Mariiie, is more accustomized with all the Kpop merchandise world so, when she told me there were post cards coming with the albums , I was on cloud nine. Those who know me know how crazy I was over ' Fire' and my two main biases totally stole the show for me.

So, yeah, yesterday she called me and told me to hurry my little over to her house so we could open our albums together. We ordered them together so she received them both at her house. There , we had to choose between the night and day version. My inner guts chose the night one. 

As fans, we would have love to have anyone , really, on the post cards, but we both had our little top two. Our main biases both being in the group, it was obvious she would have chosen Jungkook over them all and I would have picked Taehyung ( We both share really similar birthdays with our UB) and we had our bias wrecker too. Hers happen to be Jimin ( star material ) and mine Suga. I just couldn't stand him in the comeback of ' Fire' and his little ' Bultaoreune ' killed me. 

All that to say that we opened our albums and we both received our bias wrecker in the post cards. I was on cloud nine ( I even cried, no joke ) and well. Suga was , for a really long time, my favorite before Taehyung stole the trophy over anyone else and Suga still has a really special place in my heart. I just take it as a sign that the very first picture of an idol that I receive turns out to be him. 

So that was my little story :D Sorry , I just wanted to tell you guys. 

About the updates now:

 I know I am late. I just want you guys to understand. Many things happened lately that I haven't told you but that I feel your should know. 

First, I am a really sportive girl. I can run between 5 to 20 km a day during the summer and on May 20, the day I came back, I went for my usual run but ended up hurting myself as I fell really hard on a sidewalk. My knee got all infected as it was a bit open with many little scars( Sorry for the mental picture there) but well. let's say I wasn't feeling so well. So it surely didn't help the writing process. 

I am also now on vacation and I finished school one or two weeks prior to everyone else so I was totally free. Now , however, all my friends are done with it too and I got ask to do something with like 5 or 6 persons when I only have 4 free days and I mostly wanted to dedicate that to writing. You see my problem there.

Last but not least, I've been feeling very insecure lately. The batch of request I am now working on is giving me a lot more trouble than I thought it would. I ended up writing two different stories for Baekhyun and had to change the whole concept for Sehun twice before deciding to take a whole new stand point on it. 

So that's why it is taking significantly longer than expected for those two to come out. I am working hard, I promise, though. It should be out before  next week, I swear I am working my off for that to happen. xD 

Thanks for everyone to read this long blog post and to cope with my unproductivity. 

Love you all. 

Laulau95