I just wanted to say sorry for not being very active lately.  I used to comment on almost every blog of my friends and be very quick to respond, but lately I haven't been and I apologize.  I only have one week left of school and I'm doing my best to finish all my work.  I'm looking, desperately may I add, for a new dance studio, but I just can't find one I like and my family doesn't even have enough money to pay for my lessons right now.  I'm doing my best to finish the fic I'm currently writing, Young Hearts (it's a Seventeen Meanie fic if anyone is interested), and I really want to make sure it's written well so that's taking up a lot of my time.  But the most important thing is that I'm auditioning for the play West Side Story tomorrow.  I have the upmost confidence in my dancing (I don't mean to sound cocky, but dancing is the one thing I KNOW I'm good at), but I am horribly afraid of singing in front of people.  Just because of that my anxiety has been so bad this week, my parents are having me take medication so that I don't have a panic attack during the audition.  So if I do get into the play I will be even more busy and if I don't then..... I'll probably be really upset which will most likely result in some sort of angst fic or something.  

 

Anyways, this entire thing was to say that, I apologize if I'm being a crappy friend and not commenting/responding.  I really want to be there for you guys, but I feel like I'm letting you down.  I hope you all understand my current situation and pardon me for my lack of activity.  I hope you all have a wonderful day that's full of smiles.  <3

 

P.s: does anyone have any tips for anxiety?  I could use some~