..i like the most about this top 11????

there is NOT EVEN ONE girl who made it that i remotely come close to like even a tiny bit...

you know what this mean?

i can dump them from my radar now without any littlest conflicting feelings

and focus on waiting for all the ones i like to actually debut!!! and that's a whole lot of girls n debuts...

so....yay...

imagine if there's one girl i like stuck in here with ten super popular girls that don't interest me one bit...(and probly more than half annoys me even)

how miserable i'd feel to keep up...n i can be definitely sure that whoever my fav that got in would be the least focused/popular member in there anyway...considering the overratedness of the rest...so....yayyyy

but then again...

when only 22 left...i already knew i'd be safe since i'm not even hardcore into any of them n only lowkey like a few...all the ones i love more already out...

i know...omg...how could i be so selfish?

this turns out the best for me...

yayyyyyy...

my world, is beautiful and peaceful, once again.

with an additional of a bunch of girls from various agencies to love n root for n anticipate n wait for...

pps:

i never really believe that the whole power of choosing or 'producing' the girls were in viewers/voters hands,..

sure...people vote...but there are ways to manipulate you to vote what they want you to vote...

fate,....even such thing CAN be created...in this modern world where human are more cunning than you little innocent ones might want to believe...

especially in broadcast/media world...

oh....such easy tools everywhere for manipulation...

i wrote one fic about how fate can be faked and manipulated/created in one of my old fics based on 'reality' show(romantic n idol) too...if i want i could write of such thing abt produce 101 too....but....that would mean i will have to get down n dirty n bored writing of the popular girls with hardcore fans...and i don't think they deserve more attention than they already got...so....and if you remember....writing miss nam fate jihyun already was a mental breakdown for me bcuz i struggled to make her as human as possible instead of the super annoying girl i felt from her personality in the show everyone oh so love....do you know how suffering it is to make you like or emphatize character i would rather make you hate? bcuz i don't like to write one dimentional biatch character so....i naturally felt the need to layer the characters even the ones i hate...so......i can't go through that again with produce 101...i just have to stuck with writing the ones i like....sadly.

ppps:

you know what's weirder?...at the office today...i heard some colleagues talking bout kai n krystal dating...lmao....i didn't know there's anyone around me still into kpop(since kpop isn't as in its prime as back then or maybe that's only for the adults n i;'m just surrounded by adults snifle)...but i guess....sm is genericmainstream enough to be cared by EVERYONE...