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curious title isn't it?

well...i'm not going around to bash anyone for being young n immatured...psh...

i was there too...i mean, young...

but immature...i won't use 'was'...

well, this shouldn't  be something to be proud of...at least not to the point of talking bout it...

but you know me...i'm like a leaking tap when i talk(well, without using voice...when i have to use my voice.................too tired lol)

so....as usual....i'm currently still obsessed with hwang sooyeon...and a few other produce 101 trainees that i like and want to root for even if not as much as i root for hwang sooyeon...

 

i mean...did you watch the new song perfs...i'm disappointed with the hiphop team's vocal parts...it's weak/awkward/choppy overall ...except Juna who did mostly rap and only had one singing part but is the main vocals supposedly n she nailed both(Juna saved the vocal part tbh, while killing her rap parts too) n Hyeongeun who rapped but have one singing part which she did quite well too...better than the other vocalists(Haein, Seokyung, Suhyun, Eunbin...they sound so...awkward/choppy...like an amateur cover with lacking practice instead of their own song...ok, maybe i was too harsh...but just...they did good but not as good as it could've been)..Jeon Soyeon surprisingly didn't stand out at all methinks...i thought she had more presence than that...it's really unfortunate overall, cuz i actually like this song...with better vocal parts...this might have been my fav even if i don't like hiphop(or any wannabe variation of it either)...for all the subparness...if only Hwang Sooyeon got one of those vocalist rank...she could do better....T^T...i'm so glad Hyeongeun is the center though...that is so refreshing to watch...

While the most popular team(despite not having the most popular members besides Kim Sohye n to a lesser extent, Kim Doyeon) which most probly cuz they sing B1A4 Jinyoung's song n he's idol so naturally his song had more buzz than other composers....they did well...Yeunjung n her usual high notes with no twist(i'd rather to be surprised but her high notes always have same feel), there's Kang Sira who gave me some goosebump with her highnotes...even if i'm not a big fan as well....other team mates did well...that song is so fit for Hyeri n Chaekyung tbh...i think Kim Sohee did well too...Kim Doyeon....she did alrite...maybe i'm just not feeling her much cuz idk...i don't see the appeal though yeah she's pretty and all...but everyone's pretty...not interested in Sohye so no comment...lol...except that i feel kinda bad whenever i see Sohye...bcuz Ariyoshi Risa might be as untalented as her, but the latter is so much more likable with her effort n determination to improve though imo...both shouldn't be in anymore at least not yet bcuz not everyone can get their dream just bcuz it's their dream n it takes more than that. but i feel the song itself is kinda overrated...i'm not against those kind of song...but even in the confinement of song style...it doesn't stand out much...at least not as much as the hype suggest...

Can't say much for Fingertips n Yum Yum cuz i can't even get through half....i got bored though i wanted to try listen...and it doesn't help that none of my fav people are in those two teams so...it's easier to click out. haa.

i actually love 24 Hours the most! omg yeah...who'd have guessed....not only it's the least popular...but the song style itself...isn't really my style...those dj koo edm style...but damnit...after listening to other songs...i like this one the most...and HWANG INSUN so nailed it...it's like she's singing her own song!(i think even the composers in love with the so-called auntie's awesomeness...xD) i mean....

Get that love! ugh...i'd ship her with that dj...just you wait i bring him into my fic...hahahah...(and i love that someone said she's like the female Kwanghee...cuz...why not? Kwanghee is lovable)

xD

and Sung Hyemin is really cute in her parts too....Lee..Soomin..idk her...but i think she did well...Kang Yebin too-she sound like she could fit in T-ARA already lol...Pinky did alrite but this feels weirdly don't fit her or sth....but Kang Mina n Kim Nayoung did terrible...to be honest...which surprised me considering their uberpopularity(n people who said they shouldn't be judged for this perf bcuz previously they did good.....what happen to the preached importance of improvement? double standard much? why should they be judged for their past performances?????) ...but eh...whatever.....i'm sooooo proud n happy for Insun n Hyemin...they rock! especially Insun...this one is her stage through n through! Show them youngin ones who's the boss! xD (and i'm jsut glad the two unnies are together again after their my best perf together xD...i would ship this....though park hayi's affection to hwang insun would make it hard...hahaha...)

 

Hwang Sooyeon would so rock it if she's in any team...though i felt when she chose fingertips...it probly didn't suit her since she's always pressured, (well Juna too, made me glad she's thrown out to the hiphop team instead...my poor uninfluential girls...)...and Sooyeon  couldn't even get the 2nd subvocal role easily...everyone questioned n expected her to rap when she's a vocalist who did rap all the while cuz nobody's doing it n she didn't want to fight anyone for parts so she just took the leftovers...but now that she's asking a vocal role for once...and the reaction....ugh...blerh....even the teachers...i feel kinda sad for Sooyeon....i love her singing...and there are people who can sing n rap....case example....Park Minjung of JQT rocks hard as badass rapper...but she sound sweet n stable when she sings...and she was also the leader n maknae in her group at one time so why not?

and Hwang Sooyeon mentioned about her dissatisfaction that Happyface trainees intro perf was edited out n not aired..and that they might have gotten better rank if they hadn't been cut out....ugh....so their intro perf really didn't air?...

well, here it is...i found it after searching n searching in K-search engines...

^ i never like this song...not bcuz of snsd...there were a couple snsd songs i liked...but i never thought there'd come a day i could put this on repeat...not everyone's vocals were stable but overall i love the vibe they gave me..the energy n attitude n just the whole perf...n n ...Hwang Sooyeon just shined don't you think? her presence is really too strong though...from dance, style, charisma...n did you hear her sing n rap? she did so well for both...n she's just cool through n through...

speaking of Hwang Sooyeon...i've edited for the nth time her compilation of parts in produce 101...and here's the final product...no more energy to edit n reupload T^T so i will try to not find more...

and i don't have the energy or internet connection limit to download ep 1-6...so...T^T

even yesterday...i bought internet limit extra for Hwang Sooyeon sake...lol. i haven't done that for quite some time...

i went the extra mile with softwares and Korean search engines again...just like my good old days of stanning Battle when i could contribute so much to the fandom resources...the energy n determination...

it might be considered immaturity...actually i know that's what it's defined with or without words.

but it reminded me how good it feel to be young, reckless, determined for messed up priority and lacking maturity...all for useless love n passion...even in my talk presentation i talked of kpop n in all my writing classes n projects...i include either kpop element or made it straight up fanfic despite knowing my grades at risk for my immatured decisions.

love was all that mattered until life grew more n more difficult...so many troubles n worries...everyday felt tired...nothing to look forward to other than for any passive reason like waiting for new songs n nothing much...

so...pursuing something with so much determination n desperation and hardly rational thinking like the yesteryears felt so good...

even if in the morning after having done what i stubbornly insisted on finishing the night before...it took a toll on my mental health n spirit to work...which made me able to blabber here...xD...no regrets. that's the young n immatured spirit...never went anywhere...just locked down as the physique grew tired, old n weary...

But stanning Hwang Sooyeon has made me feel n act young again lol....though sadly it won't erase my problem or turn back my age...

but bcuz it made me happy...i'm channeling it in new fic...yes...cuz who cares if you abandon your old fics for new ones all the time...

love is all that matter...in the language of the young.

lol.

 

anyway, here...i just found that Sooyeon n other trainees from her company actually had released some songs last year O_O....and the first song sound so cool tell me i'm not the only one loving it...though some other vid stated it's just by Woojung...which idk which one is true but regardless....more reason to love Happyface trainees...

the second song is kinda...well...not really my taste but nice in it's own...oldskoolish/oldish jpopish? idk what ...girly style i guess...

You know...it's common that i meet people who stan trainees from a company bcuz they stan the company's artistes....but this is the first time i'm going through...starting to want to take interest in a company i never bothered bcuz of the cool/talented trainees that all happen to come from that company

 

alright, this young one gotta run now to either...ummm...sleep or....idk...write fic? xD