Why
1. Why is Hwang Sooyeon out from Produce 101?
(i know, it's cuz her votes aren't enough to save her...you don't have to tell me that...but i mean yeah why? how? how are some duller much less awesome trainees easily get those damn votes but not someone as attention commanding charismatic performer like Hwang Sooyeon???? i just can not fathom this. ugh. blah)
and mind you i don't just whine without voting for her. i did vote. heck i always included her in my votes.
Ugh. blah.
actually not just her...there are quite a number more mind boggling loses?
Like Oh Seojung....obviously...she did so well in her last stage...she was in your beloved top1 girl's team and she held her own....she was the first i noticed...for her pretty singing n voice. (though i won't complaint much since i didn't remember including her in my 11-trainee votes...just that...blatant absurdity.)
Park Sehee and Kim Yeonkyung from the My Best team....i expected them to be out considering their low votes...but still bitter bcuz they're so good too so why should they?...as expected...Kang Sira made it...not the least bit surprised since she got like all lines minus like 4-6 lines to be divided amongs the other four girls...like....they're all underdogs? was it only important for the last place to rise? I'm a bit surprised Hwang Inseon n Sung Hyemin made it...well, their positions weren't that bad but i thought they could go down since they don't have lotsa hype or connection around them to be guaranteed safe.
Same with Kim Hyeongeun's rap team...i knew there's no way Hwang Ayoung could be saved...though i didn't think much of Kim Minji though she did well too for Hyongeun it's expected she'd be saved regardless of the 100000 votes she won...bcuz once you attract hype/buzz...you'll be saved...just like Kang Sira... anyway, i love this underdog team's perf...it's always the underdogs that shine the brightest somehow...if you let them shine. i'm sad n bitter for Ayoung n Minji...but i'm not surprised at all....
the only ones i like still surviving in the show (but most likely won't make it to top 11...looking at the ranking and votes)...
Kim Juna, Hwang Inseon, Sung Hyemin, Han Hyeri, and partially Yoon Chaekyung. and she gets partially bcuz as much as i like her....she hasn't impressed or charm or won me that much to earn my full support...
and worse part is....i think I've liked Hwang Sooyeon so much....more than I stanned Kim Juna....oops...
so now I'm feeling really upset.
It's ridiculous that someone like her is out this early.
Not like i expect her to make it to top 11...with all the hyped ones hogging those top spots...
But with her presence, her charisma...she should at least be able to hang on there longer and get the votes to stay.
I mean...how???!!!!
ugh.
i don't have the heart to care abt this show anymore but probly would peek at the perfs anyway to see how my remaining fav girls are doing in their perfs.
i can't stand having to watch too many girls that don't interest me though....so idk how i'll go through it...overhyped things make me feel sick.
i'm just relieved fromthe info released seems that next perf...my favs left now are only spread out in three teams so i won't have to go through watching the other two....
ugh. i'm so bitter now.
but....i wrote a goodbye fic for Hwang Sooyeon ^^...i'm so happy i manage to write something for her...and it's the first time ever i made a fic titled as the main character's name. talking bout exclusive. ;)
oh...and i'm still trying to figure out whether it's her real twitter account or just fan account...but....if it's really hers....than unnir noticed me and liked my tweets....omg.../flailing/.....which...i'm pretty sure she liked all fan tweets that mention her anyway...and even retweeted some....so no...i'm not that special...but still....xD /edit/ and i've checked from various sources...it is her twitter.../faints multiple times/...she liked four of my tweets /edit: by now it's five tweets....faints again. omg lol.
and still i keep finding myself liking a few Happyface girls without knowing they're Happyface girls at first...i'm anticipating their debut...they're among companies with among the most number of trainees in the show...but the one who probly reached highest was probly Hwang Sooyeon n Hwang Ayoung who both are now eliminated as well.....ugh.
half of them trained for 6-7 years already...n that includes my new bias/muse Hwang Sooyeon. xD
half still quite new...
but from the few i've come across...they all did good...but eliminated so fast...
2. Why do people keep adding me when i've made it clear?
Haven't i stated that I'm only gonna accept if you at least make an attempt to talk to me before randomly adding me????
i mean...what is 'friend' to you?
privilege to get better stalking advantage more than others??
bcuz i'm sorry that's not how i roll...
friend is people who talk to you, people who care enough not to just stalk what you wanna say but share as much of them as they expect from you, friend isn't just random people who add you and then continue act like strangers...if you just want to stalk my blog/fics the button 'follow stories' n 'follow blog' are there for a reason rite? or if you want me to follow you...then tell me.
you don't expect me to be the one to initiate 'hey buddyyyy'...do you?
cuz i ain't the one who asked for this 'friendship'...
heck i don't even know why the hell you strangers added me...no reason given? no attempt at saying hi or making any conversation either...
sure....more than half in my friendlist right now fit in that damn category of what i don't consider friend as well....
sometimes when i'm tired i'll just accept all...
but when i'm sick of it....i'll just remove everyone who are friends but aren't really friends anyway...
i'm just so mind boggled trying to figure out why you ppl still keep adding me when you have no intention to be friend at all...at least not from the effort/action tells me...
eh...do i look that friendly to you?
yes? get eyecheck done.
3. Why do people only ever like/care bout popular stuffs?
I'm suffocated.
i am.
no. don't answer this one.
i'm done being annoyed.
i know i can't control what people like.
but i'm allowed to be annoyed don't i?
so shut it.
4. Why are people so biased and hypocritical and dumb too?
like...when people whine about the underrated ones...they go 'This show isn't about talents, it's about popularity, deal with it.'
but when people whine about their favs being so high ranking...
they go...'well, they're talented.'
I'm done.
shiet i'm done,.
ps: actually i have more real issues but i don't think any of you deserve/want to know so much since i hardly know any of yours either(okay, maybe with one exception you know who you are right unnie? :))..... :p
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