trendy

One thing i notice is very much practiced is....

too many people only ever get 'excited' n hyped up over something that typically get sleep on by the universe when some trendy people are hyped up over it....

and when trendy people stop talking it...so do everyone else that were hyped up just a couple seconds ago...

like...

it's just annoying...everything feels so fake...people grow n lose interest according to their surrounding...like why? does nothing worth your interest or lackof on its own?

if genuineness is air...then i feel like i could've died long ago, after a short suffering...suffocating in search of some...

tortured ghost.

not to mention there's already too many things in real world that's annoying me...torturing me...that i can't get away from n even in my world of escapism....

sigh,....

.

oh before anyone get mad...i should do the right thing. it's my fault really...for having unrealistic expectations in a world where things once were probly normal, is now considered unrealistic expectations...i'm blaming it all on myself...

stalker

lately i notice my blog(not aff) has ummm....active stalking from ....S.Korea....

well....ain't that creepyyyyy???

i mean....this person probly is laughing his/her off at my probly horrible translation works....T^T

hey...what can i do?

people who actually have knowledge of the language won't do any for these songs...everyone only ever want to translate songs that have been translated a thousand times already...

skills did not brought me to translation...

desperation did.

ps: i just hope this is not another singer i wrote about....sure it's nice being noticed by your fav singers...but it's very embarrassing too when you expressed/write so damn unprofessionally like me...but i won't say it doesn't have advantage...once i received an interview...and another time...free CDs...it's just.....the embarrassment makes me want to hide...

anyway...thanks to this K-stalker(or just someone from there) who keep giving views to my unpopular stuffs nobody ever bothered...they've made to the popular articles...and now...people from other country/ies are viewing them too.....cuz why not? people or most people....only bother abt something that's trending. bleh. 

but anyway....yay. thank you, stalker.

hopefully more of the underappreciated awesome songs/singers will get some more love than before.

perspective

idk....that blog everyone's been posting lately...they've been viral some years ago...n well, it's not wrong to spread it again....i'm just thinking....from a different perspective...

what if rapists read it all too

and realize that a different tactic is all they need?

surely they're not all the same...or remain the same...

the more info is spread...openly at that...the more of them will find n read it too...n be more prepared...

ugh...

i bet some of you stalkers now have very bad impression of me and already prepare a blogpost to bash me for whatever blabla that you probly won't post after seeing this to prove me wrong...haa...

but why must everyone only think from one perspective?

it's NOT wrong to share n spread good stuff...not at all...but i'm just wondering if this is really all beneficial...or a double edged sword....that can be a source of danger as well...

alternatively...why don't we just spread it personally n privately to all girls we know and remind them to be creative n not just beware of what's written in those mails? instead of calling for public's attention....in which that public could include the rapists as well?

hmm...

before you think of disagreeing or anything....

think.

possibilities. perspectives.

subscriber

today i got me a new subscriber when i came back from work...

and how shocking that the sub was for a fic that was long forgotten...

eventhough it probly happen merely out of curiosity since i put the fic to subscriber only ever since activating it back from draft mode for so long...

it still made me excited....that i went to read back...

oh,....how i was so different just a couple years ago...

back then...my writing probly lacked feeling...and the writing felt stiff...

but what i noticed is...my ideas were so much wilder creative back then...

less sappy....more crazy...n the characters have no less depth if explored...

of course, i always hated one dimentional character...especially if they're central...the more they need to be more than merely good/kind or bad/evil...layering is important in characters...bcuz in their world....they're not characters...they're humans. so why must they be one dimentional when real people aren't that too?

looking back...i'm kinda disappointed people were just thirsty for the main characters to be gay or sth...

yeah cuz is mainstream...oh...and OC too...

no love for storyline, characterization n shiets....

all bout the pairings

it's fanficland...why do i still feel disappointed?

hmm...maybe like how i expect of characters...i began expecting too much from people...

i love how i made the main character a dumb, self centered kid craving too much to be on top, to be praised, in a way...i'd say he's very inferior...

though i think i made the other main character a lil too perfect...still somewhat human i hope...

though no...they're not pairing...but brothers...

personally...i don't think i can still do random stories like that...

and it feels that i used to be funnier in straight face way back then...

now i'm just annoying n sappy...n it's reflected in my characters characterization with all the crazy people...

back then they're crazy in idk....sunny ways....now...everything feels darker n cloudy...

how i love kihyun character in that fic though(no it's not unlock...though his character in unlock is not too far fetched...but in more offensive way)....carefree n refreshing...n has potential for depths/sappy backstory...

also junghee...

and sei...which reminds me...

love n miss this girl....still my fav female solo...

i'm so happy i got new sub for a forgotten story that's completely unpopular/barely have reader...though i don't think the happiness is enough to make me spring up to get back to write it like what happened with S.P.E.C.T.A.C.U.L.A.R....in which, the fic managed to be completed after over a year hiatus....just cuz of one comment that suddenly came in...

-edit-

wait...

by the time i'm about to post this....3 new subs for 3 diff fics in one day? that is absolutely strange.

prism

yeah i'm talking bout Rainbow comeback babeh...so hyped for this...though since i'm not trendy...i doubt it'll have any impact on anyone...LOL.

though i'm not sure if i like their swimsuit-like//gymnast(?)/whatever outfits...which made them look just like any other random girlgroup...

what can i do...they did awesome comeback n image with black swan n Innocent album

n people criticized it n don't give a on that awesome piece of album...even though i would admit black swan isn't the most amazing thing...but i've seen blander songs from more popular/top girlgroups getting so much love...at least black swan was rather unique or at least the style was classy...n other songs besides the title songs are the bomb...kinda)

it was actually first rainbow album i bought(well, i'd have more but i couldn't find the other album i wanted when i went to the music store)

and Innocent is so just ugh...classy.

^ well, going by the colours...looks like seungah is either dominant...or merely the background? huhu....everything can be looked from different perspectives n gives opposite interpretation....that's what i like about interpretation...n i hate people who make their own limitation as reason to justify their limitation as fact. hmm...ok...that went off topic...

^ not feeling the outfits though i like it whenever they go back to their 'colours'....colours rock...black is overrated. the world needs more colours....

speaking of black....

^ not feeling the 'pantless' fashion....but hmm...whatever....not feeling woori's blond n noeul's hair colour...n maybe hyunyoung too....ahh...idk...i think woori n hyunyoung look much better with dark hair...though orange wasn't such a bad colour on woori when she had 'em....as for noeul....feel like this colour/style made her look kinda...older? idk....maybe it'll look better in motion...

^ though not something i'm gonna wear...i like the theme/tone/colour scheme of their style here...white+black+earth tones+jeans/denim+leather...kinda vintage or sth...

either way...finally....a group to make me excited, to make my february a lil more interesting...i hope...

please no more song like tell me tell me or sunshine....

please...something cool like their other title songs...

but why do i have a feeling....

to hype you up...let's have a random Rainbow song...

Doesn't Noeul just suits the light coloured hair so well? i think she could even rock any colour...but dark ones...idk...still not feeling the hair in the new teaser pics...

somebody praised this song saying it's better than any of their Korean release especially meaningful lyrics VS meaningless lyrics.

somehow...i feel that's true...idk why kpop songs always never fail to make me cringe with shallow blerh lyrics...it's almost like a requirement....

another comeback song that was underappreciated...

anyway...i really love when Rainbow does matured style song...but from the description of their comeback....i don't feel like.....ahh..idk

i have more negative stuffs to rant about...but when i was doing that part...suddenly there's light rain...i felt happy since the next day is not-working day as well...willing to let it go n just end positively...

and then fell asleep till morning...and woke up to continue this post with blank feeling....n fell asleep again...

now it's afternoon n i'm starting to feel grumpy again since i have to work monday when people here are enjoying public holidays...oh well, leave application rejected....oh well, it's public holiday...hopefully the work isn't severe...unless all people here have no fking life at all...which i suspected to be not impossible at all....

oh well....need my ears to be cleansed with more hanbyul...but it's so hard to find his cover that i like...no problem with his unearthly singing...it's just that his music taste is totally different than me....this is like hyungjun all over again....ugh.

oh well....speaking of that...

hanbyul n kevin did sing the same song...

^ i think he can do so much better than this....idk...this isn't even bad...but knowing his capabilities....he just can do better....

^ kebbin. i think he can do better too...but this is more or less his style

no, i'm not trying to pit them against each other...please don't even bother say which one is 'better' cuz everytime people, choose which idol is better...it's more about bias really...whether they want to admit it or not...annoying fangirls/boys just like to come n claim my oppar/unnir/hyung/nunaa is better than urs...like the lil kid they are(or at least mentally,so)....like i went to this random ZE:A Minwoo's dance vid and out of nowhere there's comment 'Eunhyuk is the only dancing machine'...i'm like...what the...f....where was eunhyuk even mentioned at all? yuck. the term dancing machine has existed probly even before your oppar debuted at all...or even before his existence? if you have some shame...Junjin of Shinhwa has long been called that in fact FYI...n that's only from my limited knowledge...pretty sure every otehr group has their own 'dancing machine'....though dancing human is cooler anyway...Minwoo, it's ok if whoever is the only dancing machine...be a dancing human....and you're way cooler than any machines :p (machines have no soul anyway n they're created by human so....yeap,...n Siwan is THE true dancing machine of ZE:A anyway....hahah. i bet the members would all agree on that n he'd show you some real moves...lol.)

in fact, let me bring another one...

^ i'm pretty sure Minchul did a cover on his own but i can't find it back....luckily i found the T-MAX ver...Minchul starts @1:30 and guess what....

i like his/their ver the best, compared to the other two...

i actually really like Minchul's singing too...sigh....he needs to be in fanfic too i guess...lol.

though idk how.

anyway....Hanbyul n Kevin might have never did any collab...

but Hanbyul n Minchul did!

BOF...how i hated that mess of a cringeworthy drama...

but how i love how it raised two of my fav underrated groups(A'ST1&T-MAX) to being noticed and get some opportunities...though not enough to save them from disbandment despite their humongous awesomeness...

sobs.

i have mix feelings abt BOF though if we just speak of the drama itself...it's just fking blerh. (sorry to the fans, but really...just try pickup any random drama n if you have some tiny bit of decent taste...you'll definitely feel better than watching bof) - even though i even used bof reference in the fic i was talking abt earlier...it's just to poke fun at the main character's obsession with bof...which i found his obsession funny in itself...

i still remember how surprised n excited i was for the drama when i heard Kimjoon(or rather, back then,...he's just Hyungjoon) was casted in the drama...and there's Hyunjoong too(though i don't really care for Hyunjoong since he's my least fav from SS501 for being uberpopular....and i'm still bitter how that y drama n his rather subpar acting took him away from We Got Married....when he's doing so great on the show with his awesome wife Hwangbo...thanks to him going for bof no more Hwangbo for me to watch but just geum jan di...ugh....)

ok...

enough rant. 

save for next post. 

haa.

ps: random but i hope kevin would get rainbow on his show since they're having comeback....oh come on....his group members are friends with some rainbow members...why can't that be possible?