...a story, will you?

nah it's ok...i doubt it...

it's not like i'm going to request for the kind of idols i can see in aff...

so in the end...just as always...

i think i'll end up writing it if i really want it...

it's just that i'm not in the mood or any ideas/inspiration for writing...

especially for new ones...

oh well...

i'm just currently having hanbyul overload feels...again.

i mean...as in....Lim Han Byul of formerly A'ST1 and Monday Kiz...

this isn't the first time i had that Hanbyul feels....T^T.

remember? no? 

ok...why am i sharing old stuff that only embarrass myself again? ughhh..../slaps fangirl mode/

 

eventhough monday kiz music ain't really my type...since i miss hanbyul's beautiful voice(which,i used to not care abt or think anything special way back then...back in A'ST1 days, he's one of my least fav...which kinda often happen with main vocals)...

^ if you don't know which one he is...he's the first to sing here...the one in red/maroon...

^ i kinda like this song...i think this was Monday Kiz's old song when they had two members before one died in accident..n then replaced by Hanbyul n Seunghee after some years passed...coincidentally...both groups Hanbyul had been in...faced death in the group...one-after they disbanded...and another....before he joined....

^ when i see dongjun....i'm like...omg...ppl from my fav groups appearing in same frame/screen omg...

 

Then he quit Monday Kiz...

http://www.soompi.com/2014/11/28/im-han-byul-announces-departure-from-monday-kiz/

imo, Monday Kiz didn't fully utilize Hanbyul's beautiful singing though no doubt he'd hav learnt n improved lots from the hyungs...probly since he's the maknae n they have another 2 strong vocals whereas in A'ST1 he was the main vocals....n in MK Lee Jinsung has always been the center since he's the original member...so...when hanbyul parted from the group in good terms with the hyungs to pursue solo while the group went on hiatus...i was happy n looking forward what the future would bring for him...

but other than these two songs:

 

^ so freaking happy he collaborated with Jaekyung here....ugh...my DSP Rainbow n A'ST1 feels rite there! even though fans of many dsp groups hated n blamed rainbow for everything...ugh...i'm glad Rainbow actually had good relationship with other groups in their company...especially for A'ST1...which i found heartwarming since they both had hard time n being knew how it felt to be abandoned by their company...(well, I'd add A-JAX in too but A'ST1 and Rainbow debuted nearly the same era n i remember quite some fans of SS501/KARA/A'ST1 hate/blame on Rainbow for things that went bad with management for their fav groups,,,and as fan of all 4 groups...that just disgust me abt fandoms...)...i mean, remember when Ingyu passed away on Rainbow's comeback day and they actually rushed after comeback schedule to pay last respect to him...n Jaekyung called out on malicious comments on his articles at that time...

there's a reason jaekyung is so awesome n deserves no hate....i think she's the awesomest n strongest leader in DSP...despite my love for Gyuri, n Jungjin...

anyway...i was thinking who i should pair up with him if i ever write a fic for him...and then i saw this...

http://www.allkpop.com/article/2011/10/monday-kizs-hanbyul-reveals-that-he-once-hit-on-rainbows-jaekyung

and i'm just wondering who is that other member Jaekyung went out to drink with?!!! haha...

/spazzing/

Hanbyul did seem a lil brash or matured/strong? n not very cutesy maknae like...i remember other members talking bout his first impression when they met him(or was it just Jungjin?)...but i felt his journey as a singer has made him a more refined person probly...idk...

anyway...another one...

 

After waiting for a year...yet a solo release from Hanbyul....sobs...

c'mon....i need his voice...they're wasting him away....T^T

Jangmoon too(in SoReal)...

now i wish once Jungjin is out of army..he'd pick them up for some project group or whatever...

since those three are the only ones still active in music scene...

Jungjin: (i'm so happy that now, Jungjin's role has upgraded to main vocals too...yay, his voice deserves it)

Jangmoon: (ok, the thumbnail is obviously im siwan...jangmoon is the first to sing)

 

so....back to the topic...

would anyone write me a Hanbyul fic?

an awesome one pls?

No, rite?

i expected that much.

hmm.

 

looks like i have to write on my own...or just write in my head...T^T

thing is...i don't have any awesome idea rite now...

i just want a hanbyul fic...

sobs.

Hanbyullll

come baaaaaaaccckkkk

 

forever in love with this:

shame that really talented idols are often the ones that go unappreciated

 

ps: if you do want to grant my little wish n write me a 'lim hanbyul' fic....pls let me know so i can come n shower you with loving comments...it's been so long since this loving reader could shower her love for some awesome authornims...since there's just no story that interest her....sobs....