IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE! 

I am deeply in love with Mark Tuan. Well, it's not like i've never been liking another idol before. L. Joe and Baekhyun. Yeah. But this time it is a big disappointment.

Why? Because I think they won't come to Malaysia again. life. my ego. everything. They came last year for 'A' MV Shooting. And i was like nahhh just got7. What's got7 anyways. I DID THAT? ME? 

They came again early this year on Feb for Fan Meeting and I again, was like got7? Whatever like i even care. Why that rookie even bother to come again. God I HATE MY SELF SO MUCH I AM CRYINGGGGGG 

THE FACT THAT THE VENUE FOR THE FAN MEETING WAS LIKE I CAN GO THERE BY WALKING IT HURTS SO BAD I HATE MYSELF I HATE JYP I HATE GOT7 WHY DID YOU COME WHEN I WAS NOT YOUR FAN. I AM SUFFERINGGG ING HURTS IT ING HURTS I HATE MARK TUAN WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU I HATE EVERYTHINGGGG 

I EVEN HATE YOUUU YES YOUUUU LOLOLOL

I AM GOING TO DIE OUT OF FRUSTATION I WANT TO SEE THAT GORGEOUS FLIP BY OWN EYES GOT7 PLEASE COME TO MALAYSIA AGAIN FOR FULL CONCERT FOR JYP CONCERT FOR ANYTHING JUST COME TO MALAYSIA AGAIN OR KBS PLEASE CHOOSE MALAYSIA FOR THE NEXT VENUE FOR MUSIC BANK I WILL SACRIFICE EVERYTHING TO BE THERE AHAHAHAHAHAA

i am not even crazy. Yeah.