I told my friends I don't want to watch a damn horror film a few nights before christmas so the entire time I was with them they planned going and that they could come to mine after (For 3 weeks they've been planning this without listening to me) and I've just shouted at them because I really don't want to see this bloody film just before christmas, it's really not my thing and they got all pissy with me and wouldn't talk to me for like a week even though I didn't want to do it in the first place.

Now, we are supposed to go out christmas eve to open presents, I suggested a coffee shop because I don't want to be going out anywhere special before christmas, bearing in mine Christmas Eve is my mothers birthday, so I tell them this and they ignore me and start planning to go out for drinks to give out presents to which I've just given up and listened and my one friend didn't get her Id so I was like How about costa??? FOR COFFEE and they were like ignoring me again saying that they could go to my friends workplace to eat and drink and I was like ing NO I have to be home, it's my mum's birthday, I will have food waiting at home and I can't drink, It's christmas eve, I have drinks at home but they again, ignored me so now I guess we're gonna be going to a ing restaurant for food and drinks that I don't want, I'll literally have a milkshake...

They've been doing this for about a month and it's really pissing me off now because they start planning and want to come sleep over at mine, baring in mind my room is a ing cupboard and then I have to ask my mum last minute and get all the for it for stuff I dont want to do!

I'm just so pissed off of being invisible it's angering me inside...