Honest to god, thank you guys so much for being supportive and nice to me...

I'm feeling a lot better than before but being in this house is still killing me.

I'm really sick at the moment, all last night I was throwing up and I'm still super shaky and can't really stand up on my own, my mum doesn't give a , my step-mum has decided to invite around her parents for like a ing week even though I despise them, they never get my name right and are so awkward and would rather support their daughters decision to make my life a living hell...

I went downstairs to do my washing up and then had to run to the bathroom to throw up, I've been washing my mouth out all morning with ing mouthwash just to get rid of the taste, the one thing you should know is that i have a very extreme phobia of throwing up, I'm still physically shaking from throwing up last night, my head hurts, my stomach hurts and my back hurts....

I made myself a cup of tea a while a go to see if that will help because I'm literally just throwing up acid now and it hurts...

I was making the tea and ended up collapsing on the floor, our kitchen door is glass so my step-mum and her parents can ing see me yet they don't even bother getting up to help me....I came to and ran to the toilet to throw up again and now I'm just cooped up in my room with my tea listening to Kpop which is literally the only thing stopping me from having a breakdown right now, I feel so sick and this is distracting me but low and behold I'm told to turn it down because they can't hear it from downstairs.

Like seriously you...next your going to tell me to blow out my scented candles and shut my window because it's "too cold" or that the smell is "Giving you a headache" you, seriously, I'm super ill at the moment and you're gonna be ing forcing me to go to work later anyway aren't you?

ing s.

Sincerely,

HanChulTeuk121

Seriously, thank you guys so much for the support, I've been slowly getting my life back on track knowing I have people here who can physically stand me and my ranting <3