[ ✈ ]〔親愛なる日記:변철민 .♡
NICKNAMES:
SKELETON ; used by his bestfriends to . why, you ask? because he is skinny that it looks like his body is only consist of skeleton. his bestfriends are a bit exagerrating here, actually.
SHIKSHIN ; used by his friends who are close enough to him. example? jung seungjae. cheolmin gets this nickname because he eats a lot but never gain much weight.
2ND BYUN ; beside cheol, his family members also call him like this because he is the second child in the byun family. mainly used by his older brother and younger brother.
UALITY: heteroual.
BIRTHDAY: 31/10/1997
AGE: 18 (19)
BIRTHPLACE: kahae, south korea.
HOMETOWN: kahae, south korea.
ETHNICITY: korean.
NATIONALITY: south korea.
BLOOD TYPE: b+
LANGUAGES:
ENGLISH english is a mandatory subject in his school, so he is forced to learn it even though he doesn't really want to. he wouldn't go outside korea, afterall. but thanks to his school, he is at least able to hold a decent conversation with foreigners. ; conversational.
FACECLAIM: bangtan sonyeondan's kim taehyung.
BACKUP: seventeen's jeon wonwoo.
HEIGHT & WEIGHT: 177cm & 59kg
APPEARANCE:
cheolmin is quiet tall for a boy around his age, but there are his friends that are a lot taller than him for sure. but whatever, cheolmin is satisfied with his own body. standing quiet tall at 177cm and weighing around 59kg, people around him said that he is too skinny for his own good. which cheolmin always replied with 'blame my family gen and my fast metabolism, then' because really, no matter how many food he eats, cheolmin never gain much weight, and it makes girls feel envious towards him.
with fair skin, and heart-shaped face with sharp jaws, big hooded eyes, long eyelashes, and full lips in the color of red (people around him said that his lips is the 'kissable' type of lips), cheolmin is aware that he is good-looking. it's not him being overly-confident, but it's the people around him who said so.
move onto the part of his body that he likes the most, hair. cheolmin's hair is actually black, but he dyed it into another color. at first he tried the normal color of brown, but later, because of his dearest hyung, he tried colorful colors as purple, pink, and even brown with the highlight of green. but he only dare to tried those colors in school holiday. when it comes to school, his hair is dyed in the color of brown.
STYLE:
let's say that cheolmin's style of fashion is mostly the same with other korean's male teenager. long coats, sweaters, hoodies, and jackets with jeans and pants and boots when it comes to autumn and winter, t-shirts and shorts and slippers when it comes to summer, and t-shirts, dress-shirts, sweaters or hoodies with jeans or pants and converse when it comes to spring. cheolmin doesn't have any particular fashion style, but when he is in his 'creative' state, he would pretend to be a designer and do 'wonders' to his own clothes (mostly his own, but he once tried with baekhyun's clothes and well, let's just said that cheolmin learn his lesson to never touch baekhyun's clothes anymore) for example, by cutting some parts of it.
NEGATIVE forgetful, gullible, impulsive, insensitive
ELABORATION:
being a forgetful boy he is, cheolmin can be quiet gullible. he trust people easily, so when someone told him a lie, he wouldn't suspecting it for even a little, and just believe it right away. when he knows that it's a lie, he would get annoyed at first, but few hours later he would already forget about it. that's why his friends always have fun with him, because he can fall into their trap easily, for countless times because he would just forget about their lie and fall into it again the next day.
another thing about cheolmin is the fact that he loves to talk, like, he really loves to talk. call him narcissistic, but he loves his own voice when he talks. that's why when there is nobody who would listen to him, he would just talk to himself. that's how much he loves to talk. but he isn't the type who force people to listen to him. if that someone doesn't want to listen to him, he will let that someone go and search for another
cheolmin is the type of people who do things without really thinking about it first. as soon as he thinks about something fun, or something worth doing (in his opinion only, of course) he would do it right away without putting thoughts in it thoroughly. other than being impulsive af, cheolmin is also an insensitive human beings who is very clueless when it comes to other people's well-being. he is already impulsive, but with this insensitive traits of him, cheolmin never know when to stop or when he already crossed the line too far to back out. he wouldn't realize it when he hurts someone else feelings, or when someone feels uncomfortable with anything he does. he gains some people who hate him because of this, but well, cheolmin is just insensitive af that he doesn't realize that someone is hating on him. cheolmin is also not the kind of friend who would notice right away when his friends had a bad day, even when they clearly shows that they are. if you want him to notice your feelings, like your anger or love towards him, you have to tell him right away. even though after you tell him he might just tell you to 'why do you feel that way? it's not that big of a thing, right? you should just forget about it already' this response apply when someone tell him that they are mad at him or annoyed by him.
people around him always said that cheolmin has this natural talent of being funny, as he always make people laugh with his jokes, and even with something he doesn't mean to be funny. that's why cheolmin is the moodmaker of the group, as he always able to lift people mood and always able to make everyone laugh. cheolmin always come up with new jokes, and that's one of the prove of his creativity. cheolmin always able to think out of the box, he always able to found ideas that are different from other people. some might said that he is weird because he can be very different sometimes, but actually, it's just him being a creative person he is.
there is a phase in cheolmin's life where his parents are too focused on his older and younger brother instead of him, with the way they go all 'aigoo my oldest son is so smart, look at his achievement!' to baekhyun and 'aigoo my youngest son is so cute and he grows up so well!' to jihoon. it makes cheolmin feels sad, if not frustated, because sure, he is not as smart as baekhyun and sure, he is not as cute as jihoon but at least he is a good child. can he get a compliment for being a good child to his parents? all his parents ever done to him is just patting his back when he receive his report card, telling him to work harder. it makes cheolmin really sad to the point that he is rarely home and spent his time at woojae's instead. being a middle child is surely hard, that's what cheolmin always think about that time. the oldest has the 'hey i'm the oldest!' privilage and the youngest has the 'i'm the youngest!' privilage, but there's no such thing as the middle child privilage.
it takes months for cheolmin to finally think that he has enough and to confront his parents about this. okay, call him selfish and all because afterall, his parents already raised him with so much love, even maybe not as big as the love they give to his brothers. but still, he doesn't want to live like this forever. when he finally confront them about this, he feels surprised when he sees his parents looks so sad and guilty. heck, his mom even cry. they said they don't even realize that they treat cheolmin like that, and his dad said that he think cheolmin is always okay because he always has a smile plastered on his face. unlike baekhyun and jihoon who can't hide their feeling so well and always ended up with grumpy mood (for baekhyun) and a sad look on his face (for jihoon) that makes his parents always pay more attention to them. they apologize, and they promise to pay attention to their child equally from now on. and well, they really do, but cheolmin can't help but notice that, well, his parents is still the same afterall, and they still pay more attention towards his older and younger brother. but whatever, at least cheolmin knows that they don't mean to do that. his life went normal after that, with no problems, well at least not a really big ones.
CURRENT LIFESTYLE:
NOTES cheolmin always taking notes at class because well, he can't understand the lesson if he just listens to it, all because he would forget about it as soon as his mind occupied by something else.
MY FIRST BREAK UP cheolmin only dated once in the 18 years of his existence, and it happens in elementary school. it's nothing serious, cheolmin doesn't even remember the name of the girl he used to date because they never meet eversince he graduate elementary school. but he only remembers about the way the girl broke up with him, because baekhyun always because of this. the girl broke up with cheolmin all because, 'your eyelashes are longer than mine and i don't like it! my friends said that you look prettier than me!' like, wtf? how can he looks prettier than a girl just because of his long eyelashes?
ALARMS cheolmin have to constantly set up an alarm in his phone to remind himself to do thing in a day. that's why he always has his phone with him. the example of his alarm;
10.00 : reminder one, mom asks you to come pick jihoon up because he has co-curriculum activity today.
12.00 : reminder two, pick jihoon up.
16.00 : jihoon!!
18.00 : pick jihoon up!! or else mom will kick my tonight.
ERR cheolmin has it hard to remember the name of people he just met, yeah. but he also has it hard to remember the name of the people he used to remember, but now he forget it because they haven't meet in a long time. 'err, you are jihyun, right? eh, maybe jiyoon? ah ah i know! jiae? no?'
THANKS GOD I HAVE YOU whenever cheolmin has plans with his friends, woojae or kyungjae (motly woojae, because his house is just, five meters away?) always went to cheolmin's house to wake him up so he wouldn't be late. why don't cheolmin just tell his parents or brothers to wake him up? oho, they won't. his parents always went to work early, while his brothers can't be trusted with this. jihoon can forget while baekhyun, well, he just wouldn't do anything that cheolmin told him to do.
TRIO JAE cheolmin feel a little bit jealous when people address woojae and kyungjae as the duo jae, and he doesn't want to be left out so he told people around him that he would change his name into 'cheoljae', so they will be trio jae instead of duo jae.
YOU'LL BE SINGLE FOREVER woojae and kyungjae, also baekhyun, always said that cheolmin would be single forever because there will be no girls who wants to date him. when he ask why, they all answer with similar answers. 'because who want to date someone who would forget about their anniversary date?'
CHEOLMIN? WHAT- to be honest, cheolmin actually hate his own name. because really? what kind of name cheolmin is? his older brother name is baekhyun, his younger brother name is jihoon. why he has to be the only one who stuck with the ugly name? life is so unfair when you're the middle child, tbh.
OH THE IRONY cheolmin is born in the halloween day. but, well, cheolmin hates ghosts. he is afraid of them. he said he would kill anyone who dare to make him watch horror movies or go to haunted house. which is a lie, because baekhyun has done both of them and he still live healthily.
FANBOY cheolmin is the biggest big bang fanboy in his entire school. even though it needs one month for him to be able to differentiate g-dragon and taeyang. so other than being the 'forgetful cheolmin' he is also famous for being the 'big bang's fanboy cheolmin' in his school.
KDRAMAS the byun siblings really love to watch dramas, but it's not easy when they have different preferences of dramas. they always end up doing rock paper scissors in the end, and the winner can watch the drama he wants while the losers have to accept it and watch the drama the winner's wants to watch.
SWEET TOOTH cheolmin really likes sweets, and he always has either chocolates or candies inside his bag because of it. if you want to make cheolmin likes you, you can just give him candies or chocolates and then he will hug you immediately.
SKINSHIPS ADDICT cheolmin really loves to do skinships. he do that with anyone, but mostly with woojae and kyungjae, and jihoon.
CHEOLMIN'S VICTIMS the only people who willing to listen to cheolmin talking all day are; woojae, kyungjae, and jihoon.
RECTANGLE whenever cheolmin smile with his mouth open or laugh, his mouth will always form the rectangle shape.
UHM when cheolmin and his friends are talking in a group and he really wants to talk but he has to wait for the others to finish their first, and when he gets the chance to speak he would smile really wide but when he open his mouth to speak, the words that will come out will be 'i- uhm, sorry. nothing, go ahead. i forget about the things i want to talk about'
THINGS HE LIKES big bang, byun jihoon, fast internet connection, meats, sweets, comedy and action movies.
THINGS HE DISLIKES byun baekhyun, slow internet connection, when his phone's battery is low, vegetables, spicy foods, horror movies, haunted house.
RELATIONSHIPS:
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+ cheolmin learns to be dramatic from his dearest older brother, byun baekhyun. well, baekhyun is the diva byun, afterall.
+ whenever they fight, verbal or physical, baekhyun would always won.
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+ jihoon's snapchat pictures are usually taken by other person because jihoon said himself that he is not that good of taking selfies.
+ jihoon can be quiet scary when he is sad. you dare to make fun of him or annoy him when he is sad, be ready to be chased with a guitar on his hand. baekhyun and cheolmin both are scared of jihoon when he is in this state.
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CHEOLMIN father!! you won't believe this.
WOOJAE what? cheol, do you really need to text me? i'm on my way to your class.
CHEOLMIN no no don't! pls just wait for me in front of the gate with kyungjae, please?
WOOJAE what? why- i smell something fishy here, cheol.
CHEOLMIN let's just say that i end up in a detention over something that i don't even do?
WOOJAE detention?? which teacher put you into detention?
CHEOLMIN my homeroom teacher. ehe.
WOOJAE oh god- do i need to come over there and help you to explain everything to ms. hwang? i'm sure i can do something.
CHEOLMIN i really want to say yes to your suggestions but no, ms. hwang wouldn't change her mind. just make sure to wait for me?
WOOJAE well- okay. i'll wait for you with kyungjae in front of the gate.
CHEOLMIN thankyou! love you, jae!
WOOJAE no, cheol. no.
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KYUNGJAE what? what happen?
CHEOLMIN i sorta end up in detention because something i don't do. it , really.
KYUNGJAE wow! cool, mind if i join you there?
CHEOLMIN there must be something wrong in your head.
KYUNGJAE you're being mean. but okay, i'll wait for you with woojae. don't make me wait too long or i'll just leave you.
CHEOLMIN don't you dare leaving me alone here!
KYUNGJAE oh believe me- if it takes more than thirty minutes i will leave you behind, and i'll drag woojae with me.
CHEOLMIN sometimes i wonders why i want to be your bestfriend, kyung.
KYUNGJAE ofc because i'm amazing and you love me the way i am, cheol <3
CHEOLMIN no.
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GENDER: female.
BIRTHDAY: june 20, 1995
OCCUPATION: university student (majoring in medicine) ; part-timer waitress in a cafe near her university.
PERSONALITY:
NEGATIVE reserved, easily discouraged, clumsy, sensitive
LOVE STORY:
well, their story start with the way cheolmin falls in love with kyunghee in the first sight. he thought that she is so pretty, to the point that she always call her 'goddess'. since he falls for her in the first sight, he always tries to meet her everyday by going to kyungjae's house after school, but of course cheolmin wouldn't say out right that he wants to meet kyunghee, instead, he will just say that he wants to play kyungjae's ps4. cheolmin always becomes shy when he meets kyunghee, and he always tried to act 'mature' and 'manly', because well, isn't usually girls like guys who is mature and manly? but for sure, cheolmin always act different when he is in front of kyunghee. both woojae and kyungjae notice that, but kyungjae, being the dumb ones, thinks that it is nothing and it is just cheolmin being weird. while woojae, well, he knows right away that cheolmin must like kyunghee in 'that' way.
cheolmin tried so hard to make kyunghee think about him more than just a little brother, for example, by helping her to bring her heavy bags, her heavy books, and just try to help kyunghee with everything in general. but it results to nothing because well, kyunghee just, he already think of cheolmin as her own younger brother, and that wouldn't change. she would pat and ruffles cheolmin's head like what she does to woojae and kyungjae, he would talk in a 'cute' voice, the voice you usually use for kids, to cheolmin, just like what she does to woojae and kyungjae. cheolmin gets really frustated because of it, but he wouldn't give up because well, kyunghee is his first love. the first girl he really loves. let's just forget about cheolmin's first gf in elementary school because cheolmin doesn't really 'love' her.
ENDING:
after months of trying to make kyunghee think of him as someone more than just a little brother, cheolmin feels tired because any of his efforts doesn't work. so then he decide to just confess his feelings to kyunghee, and of course he reach that decision without thinking much. when he is on his way to kyungjae's house to meet kyunghee, he then sees kyunghee in a cafe not too far away from her house. he then decides to approach kyunghee because why not? it would be better if he confess to her in a cafe instead of her house. but then he froze mid-way when he sees that kyunghee is not alone, he is with someone else. and that someone is a guy, and they even holding hands under the table. cheolmin knows right away that they must be something 'more' than friends because well, is there any friends who hold hands like that? but cheolmin doesn't want to jump into conclusion, and he even tried to think of them as friends, even though the chance of them being just friends is really small.
when kyunghee and that boy went out from the cafe and they went to different ways after saying goodbye to each other (with a kiss on that boy's cheek, cheolmin added) cheolmin quickly jog up to kyunghee and then he is able to walk side-by-side with her.
'hi noona'
'oh! cheolmin! what a pleasant surprise. what are you doing here?'
'uh, i have something to say to you, noona'
'oh, okay then. go ahead!'
'i like you, noona. i like you a lot'
and kyunghee suddenly stops, it seems like she froze when she heard cheolmin's confession. and cheolmin stops too, obviously wants to hear everything kyunghee would say.
'w-what? cheolmin, you must be joking, right?'
'no, i'm serious. i like you'
'i, but, i' kyunghee sigh heavily before she decides to continue. 'i'm sorry cheolmin, but you just like a younger brother to me. i like you as a younger brother, but i never think of you as someone more than that. besides, i already have a boyfriend. i'm sorry, cheol'
'ah, so that guy is indeed kyunghee noona's boyfriend. he must be so lucky to have a goddess like her as his girlfriend' that's the first thought that cross cheolmin's mind after hearing kyunghee's words of rejection.
'cheol? i really am sorry. and i don't think you really like me in that way, you must mistaken your feelings somewhat. and cheol- i need to rush. see you next time? and please don't tell kyungjae about me having a boyfriend. he doesn't know and i plan to tell him by myself someday. please and- i'm so sorry'
and as kyunghee walks and leave cheolmin behind, cheolmin knows that it is the end of his first love. and the last thought of cheolmin before he decide to went to his home and cry soundlessly on his pillow is 'you don't know how much i like you, noona. i really like you in that way'.
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: one-sided love. cheolmin thinks of kyunghee as the love of his life, when kyunghee, well, let's just say that she thinks of cheolmin as another younger brother of her, because of his close relationship with kyungjae. (cheolmin is definitely single while kyunghee, she is dating secretly without any of her family members know. the name of his boyfriend is lee seojoon; the fc is got7's im jaebum)
RELATIONSHIP STATEMENT: 'noona neomu yeoppo' - shinee replay.
BACKUP: no love interest.
DIARY ENTRY #1:
THAT'S RIGHT, TO PAY FOR THE SINS YOU HAVE COMMITTED. : what's with the 'that's right'? i don't even commit any sins- wait, unless you count silently praying for your older brother to get all those kinds of pimples on his face as a sin? /ms. hwang sigh, and he decide to again, ignore cheolmin's answer/
ANYWAYS, LET US NOT WASTE TOO MUCH TIME. WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT YOUR INVOLVEMENT IN THIS HORRIBLE, HEINOUS CRIME? : yes let's finish this q&a very quick because i really need to go. so, i don't even know what do you mean by the horrible, heinous crime? /ms. hwang decide to just explain everything to cheolmin, because at this rate, ms. hwang knows this q&a with cheolmin wouldn't finished if she doesn't get to the point/ what- you think i'm involved in that prank? that's ridiculous! here's the truth, i'm not the one who do the prank, okay? i'm not the one! it's just, i'm at the wrong place in the wrong time! /cheolmin tries to look confident, but actually, he is trying to remember what things he do in the time the accident happen/
LIES, LIES, DON'T MAKE EXCUSES! : i'm not making excuses! oh seriously, ms. hwang? you don't believe me? okay- whatever. i know you won't change your mind no matter what i said. life is so unfair. /ms. hwang can only rolls her eyes because of cheolmin's dramatic line/
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF LIFE AT KAHAE HIGH RIGHT NOW? : life at kahae? well, nothing changed. nothing changed in my life in general. i'm bored with my everyday routine, to be honest. breakfast, fighting with baekhyun, teasing jihoon, go to school, hang out to woojae and kyungjae or go to kyungjae's house for the sake of my love life, go home, fighting with baekhyun, teasing jihoon, and then go to sleep. /ms. hwang : no one asking you about your routine, cheolmin/ i'm sorry ms. hwang, as you know, i love to talk a lot so most of the time i went out of the topic. so, life at kahae. boring. i really need new environment. i really want to graduate high school and then go to the same university as
IS THERE ANYONE WHO HAS TICKLED YOUR FANCY? : 'tickled your fancy'? really, ms. hwang? it sound so cringy. /ms. hwang : cheolmin, just answer the question, please/ if you really pay attention to my answers, then you would know that yes, there is one. but i wouldn't give you further information about it.
OKAY BUT WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE SUBJECT. : do lunch break considered as a subject? no? then i don't have any favourite subject. /ms. hwang : nothing? you must have at least one favourite subject/ i really don't have any! but okay, if it's a must, then i would go with arts, or maybe P.E.
IF THERE WAS ONE THING YOU COULD WISH FOR IN THIS WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE? : there is so many things that i wish could happen in this world, but the one i want the most is for byun baekhyun to be another person older brother, not mine. because really, do you know how miserable your life is to have byun baekhyun as your older brother? huh? do you know, ms. hwang? /cheolmin stood up from his seat, only for ms. hwang to push him down and she decide to go onto the next question before cheolmin can start talking about this topic again/
HAVE YOU KEPT A DIARY BEFORE? : isn't diary is a girl thing? i'm not a girl, so i think i never kept a diary before. /ms. hwang : you think?/ yes, ms. hwang. i think. as the dearest teacher of mine, and as a fellow forgetful person, shouldn't you know that i have a short-term memory? i don't even remember what i eat yesterday, so why would i know what things i do and don't in the past?
WHAT IS YOUR OPINION ON THIS RIGHTEOUS PUNISHMENT YOU MUST FACE? : righteous punishment, ha. i don't even deserve this punishment, as i'm not the one who do the prank- but okay, i would just play along so this q&a can finish soon and let's hope that woojae and kyungjae still waiting for me in front of the gate. so, yes, whatever. i don't have any opinion other than this thing being kinda silly? but whatever, ms. hwang. really, whatever.
AND LASTLY, FOR THE MOST IMPORTANT QUESTION OF ALL - AM I YOUR FAVOURITE TEACHER? : do you want me to tell you the truth or tell a white lie? /ms. hwang : just answer the question already, byun cheolmin! you said you want to finish this as fast as possible, right?/ okay ms. hwang, okay. so actually, as my homeroom teacher, i see you as a kind teacher, a beautiful one,
SCENE SUGGESTIONS:
+ tba (i'm really at scene suggestions sorry; ;)
PASSWORD: stop yulself (i link different video for each words, otl. i just have to, i'm sorry)
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