So today I've been feeling pretty crap. Not too sure why... I've been feeling like I really want to cry for unknown reasons. It's just one of those days where I just want to curl in a ball and disappear. Then completely out of the blue I begin to read articles on how Siwon is anti-gay. Great, now I feel even worse.

As a Super Junior fan I am devastated. I am so shocked that he doesn't even want to acknowledge gay people. As a panual I'm destroyed. My heart has just shattered a bit. He's literally saying he doesn't want to acknowledge his gay or LGBT fans.

I know that everyone has their own views and they have a right for that. People can be uncomfortable around gays, because they aren't attracted to the same . However, how dare he... How dare he use religion as an excuse. I'm really sorry hard core Siwon fans, but religion is never an acceptable excuse for such anti-gay views and against same- marriage.

I did Religious Studies at school and in my exam I got a B. If God existed and he created the human race and is an all-loving person that gave us free will. If so then he must have allowed gays to exist.

Being religious simply doesn't cut it for me.

You simply cannot deny someone of wanting to be with the same as their life long partner. You're stripping people of their basic human rights.

I'm just really upset right now and it's questioning whether I want to be Siwon's fan anymore :(