lately i'm happy.

life's a little rough...as usual...but i have fanfic and translation to fall back on n find happiness from...

i stopped translating 'popular' stuff(well, not even that popular tbh) n begin on old stuff spree and now even the viewcount don't increase anymore...but i'm happy n proud of each n every song trans done...even more than before

i start a new fic...which is abt old band nobody care for anymore n made me have to read about toads...but i'm happy with it...i've been on slump with things that would have readers...but i can fall back on things that i want to read n write...and are like my comfort food for writing...not everyone can be different, but everyone can be their ownselves...very damn well...

i'm happy with the music i'm discovering...and the singers/musicmakers i'm loving...the music gives me life....well, not literally obviously...no matter how outdated they would be labeled by others,.

i'm happy that i found site to download music i thought impossible to find anymore...

even though there are roughness in reality...i try to cherish everything that can make me happy and i realize there's so much i'm happy about...

rather than thinking of the annoying pathetic unfair side of my life, i'd like to try to think n focus that i'm really lucky.

after seeing how useless it is to hope for too much depth n genuineness from people and relationships...i decide to stop looking for them n accept whatever as they come...i like to think that will make me happier...

who knows what tomorrow brings...maybe it won't be as happy...but i want to cherish every opportunity...what's lost is lost...but that doesn't mean nothing is gained from every losses...

in every unhappiness...there has to be something to be happy about hidden somewhere...you just need to look for it, and cherish it...

excuse me for the cheesiness...it's all the effect of what i'm listening that always make me write the way i do...lol...

 

With so much unhappiness..and the lack of exterior motivation to make everyone happy...i came up with an idea...that we should make ourselves happy...

Here's the plan...

I'm thinking of setting up a fic/thread/community/project where you award....your own fics...yep, not anyone else's...but yours...and instead of making it a trending blogpost...i'm thinking of doing it in fanfic section cuz it can serve as fanfic promo for people passing by to browse...what say you?

Nah...won't affect me...i'd do it if i want to do it anyway...

people are fighting rivaling raging ing for some popularity n recognition...

so here's the opportunity to show love for your ownselves n fics for what they are and what they deserve regardless of what the majority says...

if it happens...you'll just answer the questions in comment section n i'll update them as chapters for each participating authors and that's that...people can stalk n might grow interest to check your fics out...

since i'm back from my moodswings to happy mode(for now huh...)...i hope to make as many people here happy so this simple project would be an attempt...

here's the planned categories...so far...please suggest if there's anything you would like to add in...(try not to suggest anything too complicated...so that it'd be all user-friendly)