So...starting my summer job...it has brought on the stress. I started on the 28th of last month, so I have only been working for a week so far. I am enjoying what I am doing and am kept busy all day, but it is causing some stress on here. As an author who updates weekly, I feel like having less time to edit (because really...I cannot edit from 7am-6pm) and do everything is going to drive me crazy. It is like...responsiblity...what is this responsibility I am now in charge of!? Balancing work and editing my fic...wwwaaaaa...?

There is just less time for me to be looking over everything, which I am NOT use to @_@ I know I can fix this problem by looking over parts of the chapter when I get home from work but...I am so exhaused and do not have the attention span I need to do it :/ I seriously just feel like...

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I am just use to having the chapter looked over a couple of times by this point in the week...and I am not even done looking through it once at this point right now -_-''

A part of me worries that some of the chapters are not going to be as good because I cannot look over and edit them as much as I use to...I do not want the quality of my chapters to go down...

But my beta...my lovely, lovely, LOVELY beta. I fricken love her so much! Posting for me on Mondays while I am unable to! <3 <3 <3 <3 It is so nice to have my special beta to do that for me and help me not go a bit more crazy! I cannot give you enough hearts hyukkie12!

Yeah this was just a bit of rambling because it is a new stress in my life and just a little...I do not want to call it venting but...something like that maybe? O_o I do not know...my brain is still fried after today even though I had a shorter day. But, at least I have tomorrow off!

Now I am off to work on the chapter for next Monday because I have tomorrow off, have more free time to work on it, and want to get this chapter looked over at least two times! AT LEAST! O_O DETERMINATION!!!! (yes...I did just take time to make that a rainbow pattern)