Well, life.

what will you do if you're obliged to live in where you feel that you don't belong there?

I entered a boarding school years ago, everything went good until I determined to get into Kpop world.

Blame me then, why I ever tried to get into "that" world considering my position now, cause yeah, I thinks my school doesn't fit with fangirls' life.

here, the students are allowed to access internet only once a day, sometimes even no internet completely for weeks. not to mention we're not allowed to have any gadgets. then just imagine, as fangirl, how could I survive without updating new news about my fandoms and biases for that long?

but that not the worst thing, I have no fangirl nor fanboy friend here. It's quite fine if I have none to talk about what I really love, but sadly, most of my friends here hate what I love. Everytime I mention kpop or stuff, they'll casually offense it. they'll say that my biases are too pretty to be guys. not to mention their way to insult issues of korean plastic surgery. they call them lady boys and other. what I can do is resist the urge to literally punch their faces.

and now, I'm on my way to quit. but, somehow, its process is more complicated than my thought. since my parents aren't fully suporting my decision, also schools nowadays won't simply accept new transferred. I'll get a little trouble about finance as well, I think.

So, yeah... that's life. The matter of choice, isn't it?