How I Evolved As A Fangirl

Many 95-liners like me would agree with me that they weren't always a EXO-L as long as they have been a fangirl.

For me, I got interested because of SJ's sorry sorry, Ryeowook in specific ^^ and then when I watched variety shows, it became Eunhyuk! Yes, I always like the "small-built pretty boy vocalist" and the "charismatic rapper" of the group.... 

But I have been the most passionate SHINee World ^^ I love Key and I still do! He's my ultimate bias and no one else in SHINee has ever stolen my heart. He's so uniquely precious and unpretentious, his confidence and caring self is so admirable. I realised how multifaceted 4D personalities were so attractive. I am happy for my lovely Key even if the gay rumours are true ^^ 

And of course, B1A4! This is my favourite group overall, all of them give off the friendly goofball vibe ^^ My two biases (see, again the two) is... Yes, Jinyoung and Baro! Pretty vocalist and charismatic rapper ^^'' And as always, the vocalist is the one who has the strongest hold of my heart~ 

And well, EXO. Sigh. I never wanted to like them!!!!!!!!!! But Chanyeol is one of those lookers that you can't deny that he's handsome... Unlike all of my previous biases whom my mum always criticizes, she even admits he's good looking! Plus that happy virus personality is what I totally dig.... How he's so handsome and cool but yet he has a goofy personality! If he had an ice prince personality... Nah.

But the one who inspired me to start writing fanfics is evil satanic soo. He never attracted me at all from the start, I swear. In fact when I showed my mum a pic of exo (with just their faces), I recalled her saying he's the ugliest and I didn't even care (I wasn't a fan yet).... And when I watched weekly idol for Chanyeol and Xiumin (yes, he's a pretty boy vocalist I adore too!!!!)..... I remembered thinking OMG D.O. isn't even handsome why does he have an entire segment dedicated to him ranking others!? And his aegyo made me cringe. Tbh, his styling that day didn't flatter him HAHA. So yeah I was just totally >( about him ranking Chanyeol so low lol.... And yeah to me (at that time), his wide eyes were creepy and made me wanted to smack him for staring and looking so spaced out HAHAHA. OH THE WHY SO SERIOUS PERFORMANCE BY EXO DIDNT HAVE CHANYEOL AND I RMB GETTING ANGRY AT KYUNGSOO LOL. Yes, I sound like an anti of him don't I?And I was really disappointed that the lead vocalists of EXO were all not cute (to me at that time HAHAHA PLS DONT HATE ME).... So yeah I was like I'm not gonna like EXO -.-

So what freaking changed!? SIGH. I don't even remember what the freak.... But it was definitely his on screen persona that intrigued me(: I was like why is this idol so serious and so easily angry at his fellow band members? And it amuses me that he thinks he's manly and tall HAHA he's as deluded as Fan girls LOL. I love it when he's embarrassed or furious... It makes me feel he's like us ordinary people and hence I feel I understand him better because he doesn't act to cover up his emotions ^^ but it could all be an act.... Who knows!? His personality is too precious and he's the most 4D... Which inspired me to write about him and solve the mystery that is Do Kyungsoo(: So yeah I love his personality first, then after that I realised he's really handsome.

And btw I have a bf, who knows I'm into kpop but probably not the extent hahaha he would probably be creeped out!!!!! For all of you who are curious, he does look like a bigger Kyungsoo :p he has big staring eyes, a squishy baby face and can cook a mean aglio olio. But he can't sing and dance and he's way more playful than umma Kyungsoo sigh. Then again... If Kyungsoo had a gf I'm pretty sure he'd always break her heart without knowing it, because he's so clueless and says stuff so straightforwardly ^^'' BUT OH WELL HE HAS A BEVY OF BABES DYING TO HAVE THEIR HEARTS BROKEN BY HIM -.- stupid Kyungsoo if you're gay I will just laugh ahahahahahha

Thanks for listening to my meaningless rants :)))))))) would love comments about y'all too!!!!!

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#1
oh wow I just read this :DD I didn't know you had a bf! ;) I bet you guys are so cute together ahhhh Kyungsoo was really cute doing aegyo yes ugh <3
exovip1993
#2
And now you stan him too much lol! Honestly, my first bias in EXO was Kyungsoo, he just looked so different when kpop idols normally look like clones of the others, similar styling and all...i guess it was love at first sight LOL...then Chanyeol happened but BabySoo kills me everytime...but I ultimate bias is G-Dragon and I stan BigBang too much...I loved your fangirl history :D <33