update

So some of you may have noticed but I haven't been on this site in quite a while now. 

Things have been really, really hectic for me lately. 

Right now, there's a MERs outbreak in South Korea so pretty much everything is shut down OTL

My fiance had to go to America for his brother's wedding. 

I'm planning my own wedding. 

My fiance and I suffered a miscarriage and so I've been in and out of the doctor for that. 

Additionally, after finally finishing editing Progressive Education in order to print the book copy, I've become really disenchanted with the sequel. They're two totally different styles and I prefer the previous style better. It makes me want to totally abandon the sequel and start it all over, so I've been lacking in motivation for that and I've been working like crazy on original fiction, which means I've been neglecting my stories on here. Sorry!

But I finally come to check on this site and I got featured! What?? When did that happen?? Thanks so much guys!! 

Sorry for my absence, lack of response to messages, and lack of updates. I'm really not feeling the sequel to Progressive Education and I really might just start all over with it OTL

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WhysoseriousWolf #1
Everything will be okay, just take your time, don't rush everything. :)
Marshmallow-pop
#2
Omg you have no reason to apologize. Reap life happens and that's ok. It's sad to hear what all is happening with you but it'll be better soon. You can do it! Good luck!
rizurizu
#3
OH my god. You really weren't kidding about having so much going on. I'm so sorry about the miscarriage and I hope only the best for you and your fiance from here on.
I'm really glad you came back to say something, let us know you are ok. Focus on the amazing things in your life.
As for the PE sequel... *takes a deep breath*... as much as I want to have an entire sequel finished tomorrow so I can devour it..... I kind of agree with your take on it. The feel is different from before. I would understand if you wanted to start over. In the end, if your heart isn't in it, the story won't be worth all your effort.
Don't take on too much; nothing is more important than your health and your happiness.
You deserve both in heaps and bounds!!! Please take care and check in to let us know you are ok!
I'll be sending positive, uplifting, inspiring, kick- vibes your way for the sequel!!!!
tah_dah_kpop
#4
I'm very sorry about your miscarriage. I hope your health gets better and you as your fiancé have a great wedding
laynaung
#5
plz take care. i am sorry to hear about your miscarrige. Your real life is more important. Don't care about us.
KTaoris
#6
Are you doing okay? The MERs outbreak has me worried about everyone over there.. Ten deaths already? Please stay safe <3

I'm sorry to hear about your miscarriage, I really am.. I hope you are okay though! Best of wishes butterfly <3
sobyrt22
#7
I've been loving the sequel! But if you don't feel it, I guess do what you think is best :)
Sorry to hear about your miscarriage :(
iluvcutestuffandidky
#8
i hope youre okay with the MERs outbreak and all but dont forget to take care of yourself *winks* i feel like a mom haha. also dont try to dwell on it too much, the both of you did your best

anyways i wouldnt mind you redoing the sequel to be honest cuz i like both writing styles and if thats what makes it easier for you then go for it and take your time. also CONGRATULATIONS ON THE FEATURE but dont forget about taking care of yourself cuz you are so much more important than mere updates *winks* although i was beginning to think that you were dead XP haha anyways congrats again, im sorry for what happened and take care of yourself <3
TofuPrince
#9
Aww no need to say sorry authornim!! Don't be so hard on yourself you'll just make us worry more, I hope you'll find free time for yourself. Please stay safe in South Korea, MERS is all over the arirang news in my country.. Take your time, there is no rush!! I am sorry about what happened and I hope you don't dwell upon it too much. Congratulations on the feature and your upcoming wedding (cute~) and please take care of yourself first because you are WAY more important than any updates ♡
Yesungiscute
#10
I'm so sorry to hear about the miscarriage! Please take as much time as you need, as your own mental and physical health is much more important than updating your fics.
Also, stay safe there in Korea!
SmilingCat01
#11
Oh my gosh author-nim I'm so sorry about what happened :( Also please stay safe there in Korea.

I'm practically okay if you start over the sequel (But it's still , right /smiles sheepishly). I still kind of don't know the main conflict of the sequel so please take your time making the sequel, because I miss KaiSoo so much from Progressive Education.

Oh and I also started a KaiSoo, ChanBaek, HunHan fanfic that is quite inspired by Progressive Education so yeah.

Please take care always, author-nim! 사랑해요!
shinees_principessa #12
I'm really sorry to hear about the miscarriage!
I hope you're doing okay!
Make sure not to catch this MERS virus! Stay save! That's way more important than any updates...
rocksolidpanda #13
I'm so sorry to hear about the miscarriage. I can't even imagine what that must be like and the pain you're going through. And then the MERS outbreak on top of that. I wish I could give you a hug and some hot tea, but you'll just have to accept a virtual one instead. Don't feel bad about losing motivation for your story, it happens to everyone and I'm sure you'll something to fuel the fire again and figure it all out. :3
StateofJaneyShock
#14
You had a miscarriage? :( That's heartbreaking, I'm sorry to hear that.. I hope you're okay now..

And I hope your wedding goes well! And I do hope you stay safe and healthy with all the MERS COV outbreak. God bless!
ashmk113 #15
Stay healthy!
Congrats to your fiancée's brother's wedding!
Did you ever pick out the bridesmaid's dress colors?
I am terribly sorry about your miscarriage. I have been through one myself and I know how everyone's comforting words don't really help much. Take all the time you need to mourn, you are completely justified and anyone that thinks you are moping too much can off.
You didn't get very far on the sequel, it's completely ok to start it over. In fact, we should be very thankful you aren't abandoning it completely. (Just don't ditch Only in the Darkness You See Stars, we need the mystery solved after all lol)
But stay healthy and do what you got to do to be happy<3