I don't know what to do....

So i just heard from my dad that one, well two of my good friends' (they are siblings brother and sister) dad is in hospital because last night he had a major and they made a tough decision to take him off life support because there was nothing they could do and it means he can die anytime now.

It just makes me so sad and angry because the situation is so... so helpless and idk... i feel like . Just last week i saw their dad and he was so full of life, ruffling my hair as he saw me revising for my politics and law exam at their house telling me to work hard so one day i can be his lawyer if anything is up and now i dont think i ever will and it .... and my friend whos the guy and i just saw each other last night with a group of friends and he stayed back longer to hang out with me and another 2 friends when he couldve gone home earlier to jam with us and mess around and i cant help feel angry at myself for holding him back when he couldve been home earlier and find out about the situation earlier since his sister and his mum was out for dinner and only to find him unconsious on the floor with blood everywhere when they got back.

God i feel like total crap... hes just so devestated... and i hate seeing him sad cos hes one of the happiest person i know who knows how to bring a smile on anyones face and make them laugh, and now that i think about it, this is one of the many things hes taken after uncle ben and its going to be so hard for him and his mum and sister.

i know what its like to have someone u love taken by this thing called death, but now my mind is seriously blank on how i should handle this situation... its just different...

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B1A4B2ST #1 Jun 4, 2015 20:28:32

I wish you all the best, your story made me realise how sudden things can happen. I hope he rests in peace, and that only good things come towards your way and your friends family<3

KeysiEys #2 May 26, 2015 04:38:23

I'll help you pray for your friend :) cheer up twinnie~

TamTamlovesChanYeol #3 May 23, 2015 07:58:00

I think you should pray to God,pray that everything will be alright. Spport your friend too. I'll pray for your friend and your friend's father :)

hyunguponew #4 May 23, 2015 07:05:53

All you can do is be there for your friend. It might be tempting to think about what you could have done differently, or what would have happened if you had let him earlier, but those type of thoughts don't help anyone. I know my aunt and I had similar feelings when my mom was sick. She had had a benign tumor in her brain that wasn't taken out until she was essentially on her death bed. We had known for a year that it was there, but we had been advised not to do anything about it. You can only act on a situation with the information you've been given. No one told you that your friend's dad was sick or that he was going to have a . Even if he had gone home earlier, maybe it still would have been too late. It's natural to feel sad and guilty, but your friend needs you the most right now. Try to channel your feelings into helping him get through this time.