Okayyyyyyy....

Sooooooooo..........

Y'all know how when you read something really good, and then you finish, and then you can't read anything else cuz your basking in the after glow of that really good read? Or maybe you don't lol maybe it's just us book (Or in my case, fanfic) nerds. But anyway. Imagine that situation, but with writing instead. You finish writing something you worked really hard on, and then you can't write anything else because you're kinda hung over still from writing that really good something. That's me now.

I worked really hard on Living with Big Bang, but then, when I finished, I found I couldn't do anything else. I tried really hard to update some other stories, but I couldn't find it in me. I feel really ty now, cuz I've been neglecting all these stories. But I just got back in my groove again! I'm back, bae bae!

Now, I'm not sure if I've told all of you about what's going on at school for me. My school has decided to let me only take half of my classes at high school, and the rest at college. Usually this priviledge is only given to seniors, but the school knew I wasn't coming back next year because that school isn't condusive to my learning, and they need me to boost their standardized test scores. So they decided to make a deal with me. I come back next year, and I get to jump start my associates degree. I just finished my college semester last week, and it was sooooo awesome! College is soooo much better than high school!

For starters, the people in college were much more accepting of my disorder than the girls at high school ever will be. Then, the people I've met in college were so much more accepting of me than what I've experienced in high school. In all of my previous schools, I've been different in some way, be it because of my skin color or my disorder(s). And I've been targeted because of it. That didn't happen in college. I even found some people who were into K-pop! Then, I'm only 15, so I was easily the youngest person on campus. But, people were really cool about it. They didn't try to "corrupt me" like my father was worried they would. All in all, it was awesome!

I've stopped pulling my hair enough that I can go outside without wearing my wig! I'm so happy! But I'm worried I'll start pulling again.... :(

I live in upstate New York. Nine months of the year, I hate it. But it's warming up now!!!! I don't need an electric blanket at night!!! *happy dance*

I'm listening to N*ggas in Paris by Jay-Z and Kanye.

Andddd......

That's about it!

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