Maybe because I'm too depend and believe in you.I can't never forget you.

My bad and good side is mess up.I never turn around again.

You.The one that wakes me from my deep sleep.Wakes my demon and angle from their deep slumber.

Don't hope too much

Don't depend too much

Don't love too much

Because of that 'too much'

You'll hurt too much

I hold that words.But,when you're here.I easily run to you.

I promise I'll never cry in front of you.

But..

'Are you okay?,'..

'Don't hold it back..come here,..Let out all of your pain,'

You never fail to make me cry.

I always be a bad actor in front of you.

That's why...

I miss you......

Hahaha~

Long time no see...

My blog is about drama..Hohohho..

What do you think? Should I start a story?

Btw,back to my story.

Yes,the short story  above somehow related with myself,where I easilly depend...hope..and love someone in a split of time.and then I begin to get hurt because of my ego and complicated personality of mine.

If you are my friends in real life,of course, you find me,very hard to tell about myself and I'm not a good talker so most of the time I'll be in my own world.And,I'm very timid and weird.I don't know how to interact with people.I don't know how to tell my feeling.I don't know how to react and I don't know how to make a proper expression either.I just have two kind of expression,smile and not-so-smile-face.

Hahaha...that's why people around me don't know how I feel.But,inside I hide many feeling and pain that I can't express with words or facial expression.

Well then that's enough with me.Tell me,should I begin a story.I will used that as my forewords.

And maybe I'll write about Kaisoo.....maybe baekyeol?..Sekai?..a little fluff....*evil smile*..

Well...........see you soon,my fellow AFF users. I love you allll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!