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First of all: thank you for the support! ;)

So I just realized that even though I really wanted to write more regularly, it's difficult. Take this week for instance:  I had to exams this week,  one on Tuesday and one today and yesterday I even forgot that the last exam was on Tuesday because there was so much to do since Tuesday evening.   I thought the exam was last week  because so much happened. Then on Wednesday I had a really strict schedule, school till 3:10PM, came home, slept 15 minutes, did my history homework, studied maths and had to go to the theatre (I have a theatre subscription bc my German teacher recommended it), and in the end I did not sleep as much as I should.

Today, after the maths exam I was just as dead, I just came home bc I had to go out with friends and buy a birthday present for another friend, was rather fun at the end, but gosh, I hate shopping malls and how exhausting it all is (esp after maths literally ed your brain XD).

 

But what is worth remembering is that yesterday I played the lottery for the first time! XD Just out of fun, of course. It's just, the Euro-lotto jackpot is really high right now and in maths we dealt with it bc we're doing stochastics atm, and I was so frustrated with maths, wanting to make it fun somehow, so I just gave it a try XD 

I'm 18 now anyway, so I just went there, bought the cheapest, 4,50€. My mom laughed after hearing that I only bought such a little one. But for me it's less about winning it, but just sort of ... "challenging" fate? I'm not lucky most of the time, so I just told myself for today, if I mess up the maths exam, I'll win the lottery and reversed. It's rather funny. 

 

Anyway, bad news is of course Tao most-likely leaving Exo... honestly, idk what to say. I feel terribly bad for him and his father because of his injuries, but seeing another member leave is so... frustrating, esp since I only got into Exo again after almost one year of lack of feels. I feel bad thinking that Lay will be the only Chinese member left, don't want him to leave too (since he's my main bias right now) but don't want him to be the only Chinese member left. 

 

But whatever, I don't really have the time to dwell on bad Exo news. It does disturb my wanting to enjoy them while I can, but due to the school stress lately, I did not follow any events either this week. But at the back of my mind I hope it won't be worse than already. 

 

Anyway, that's about what's occupying my mind at 7:34PM on a Friday evening. 

On the bright side, it's weekend. Tomorrow's birthday is only the evening and night as well, so I'll hopefully have a lot time to relax. 

 

Hope I'm not boring anyone to death. XD

 

Peace, guys! Im off, trying to find some nice audiobook ☆

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ArabianQueen #1
Oh!oh! Exciting!
What audiobook did you listen too?
weird_fellaf #2
Well, I guess that most of us are being drowned with current exams or the upcoming ones... I hope that everyone will still be healthy and... Sane(?) when our exams finished. I wonder when will long holidays start... I miss lazing around all the times... T^T Anyway, I hope you'll enjoy a relaxing weekend peacefully at least.

And as for the next issue, in my opinion, I don't think that Tao is the one that want to leave EXO. Even if he is, I think he's really reluctant before deciding to do so. It'll be another long ramble if I comment on it thoroughly so I'll just state something that's definite for me: I'll respect their decision, support them as a group and individuals (since they have their own rights). Entertainer's life is tough, indeed. Ugh, I'm starting to talk like oldie.

And it actually sparked my interest already in your previous post. AUDIOBOOOK. How does it works? Is it like listening to a whole novel or something? I'm sorry, I know that you're busy... But can I know some details? >.<" >v<"
vanhamdo #3
School and math more lol. Hope that you'll win the lottery :D

Please don't be rude, to anyone of you after reading this comment below.
About this whole EXO thing, to be honest, just in my opinion, and don't take it too serious, Tao is a coward. According to his father's post on weibo, his father also mentioned that Tao wasn't treated fairly because he doesn't have his own workshop in China like Yixing. Also, he used to say a lot of things like: ''I'll never leave you guys'', and he even insulted Kris when Kris left EXO, unfollowed him on weibo and instagram. Then why can't he just show up, and just file a lawsuit against SM, publicly, just like Kris & Luhan? And also, on 4/22, at the press conference of ''You're My Sunshine'', Huang Xiao Ming revealed that Tao was going to put out a statement that night, and guess what, the letter of Tao's father came out that day. (if you have read it on the Internet).

He used the fans' trust to gain popularity, fake tears on Happy Camp and now he is being his father ''good boy'' saying he will leave EXO due to the ''unfairness'' SM gave him.

Also, I read a post on weibo of a Meigeni, she reposted Tao's father post and asked: ''Why can't you show up and do it like Kris, Zi Tao? But asking your father for help? Tsk.'' and Hailangs attacked her with bad words, insulted Meigeni themselves and Yifan himself:
- Better than the person who doesn't have a dad
- His dad always shows his support, doesn't like someone whose dad is nowhere to be found haha
And many more comments....

It's just my opinion, thank you :)
Silencedshadow #4
Exams the life out of people, maths exams even more so.

About the Tao thing, I think that after the initial shock with Kris and the second one with Luhan, I'm honestly expecting them all to leave one by one. It seems to me like there are serious problems going on between them and the company, and the only thing that I regret about this whole thing is that the Korean members are stuck with the lack of options they have. JYJ are still having problems because of sm even after winning the lawsuit and after so many years. I'm honestly at the point where I want what's best for them individualy. As a group I will always love exo, even if there's only one member left. But I will also love and support each of them individually, Tao, Luhan and Kris included. If you think it that way, it may help a bit with the pain of another one leaving. And it won't be the end of seing them. I'm on tumblr and the amount of Kris and Luhan photos and news is insane. Exo is about happiness and relaxation, it shouldn't bring stress and worry.

Have fun tomorrow!!!
datgirl #5
Hallo! Ich dachte, ich steche mal ein bisschen heraus und schreibe einen Kommentar auf Deutsch! Erstmal wollte ich dir sagen, dass dein Eintrag mich nicht gelangweilt hat :) Außerdem hoffe ich, dass der Schulstress dich nicht vollkommen umbringt und deine Prüfungen auch nicht (Du bist doch im Abitur, oder?). Das mit Tao ist wirklich blöd, obwohl ja nicht offiziell erklärt wurde, dass er geht. Jedenfalls möchte ich mich, falls er dann gehen sollte, dann nicht so da reinsteigern, sondern am besten einfach für ihn freuen, weil es ihm dann besser gehen würde(?) Aber ich würde ihn schon ganz doll vermisse n, weil er einfach so süß ist ( Am Anfang kam er mir eher einschüchternd rüber xD).
Endlich Wochenende! Ich wünsche dir viel Spaß beim Geburtstag und auch so noch viel Glück (bei der Lotterie) und Erfolg in der Schule und im Leben :D

P.S: Vielleicht willst du ja wissen, dass EXO heute zum dreizehnten Mal bei einer Music Show gewonnen hat.
Tschüss ♡
kimsfangirl #6
Ah... I mostly feel the same like you... School can be so tiring! *and the huge numbers of homework plus a closed deadline assignments are frustrating sometimes*
And about the Tao news... I feel so sad after reading that. I always support him, it's just that a part of me still can't let him go. As selfish as it may sound, I don't want him to leave. But... On the other hand, I know he should leave for his health. I'm in dilemma... *Nah I think I'm boring you now*
yesjams- #7
I feel bad for Tao too and his injuries...
Btw I'm Lay biased too;)
I still follow them but with Tao leaving...
And Happy Birthday to your friend.
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