Chapter 18...

 

it's been one week since Yonghwa left her..   Park Shin Hye feel desperate, hopeless and most of all she feel lonely..   at night is still same like 5 night before..shin hye lock her room and crying...   "why this could happen to us, honey?? you're left me and now I was alone" said shin hye to herself..   "it's hard to life without your smile and your love"   shin hye don't know her future now..all her dream with yonghwa was vanish...blur..and like down, broken into pieces...   "Darling, can I come in??"ask her father, Mr. Kim with slowly..   Shin hye wipe her tears and slowly open the door for her father...   Mr. kim look to his daughter with sad..he know what shin hye feeling now...   slowly he touch shin hye shoulder and hug...   "don't crying and be sad alone...I'm here..honey..and I'm care with you..just share it"   shin hye hug her father tight and crying in his shoulder..   "dad..why it's so pain..why love it's so hurt and make me want to die..why I can't throw this pain?? why GOD give this to me?? I'm a make something wrong to HIM?? I can't hold it dad..it's so heavy"   Mr. kim just silent and let his daughter to crying..   "sometimes..we can't reach..or know what GOD want..it's secret for us..we can only hope that everything will be fine..but sometimes GOD give something bad to our life..to make us realize..we must depend on HIM"   "just believe and trust on HIM..darling..pray and let HIM to heal your wounded..in the end..I know..you will found your happiness"   Shin hye just silent while she hear her father words...   slowly..she stop to crying and take a breath.   "are you ok now..honey??"ask Mr. kim..   shin hye just silent. she not answer him..   Mr. kim smile and touch shin hye shoulder..   "be brave honey..and Pray to GOD"   "cloud will move and sun will brightly again honey" said Mr. kim..   Mr. kim leave her alone..after he comfort her daughter..   Park shin hye close the door room..and walk to the window..   the night sky was clouded and the rain fell down..   "I wish..I can find one star in the sky" said shin hye wishpere..   she almost desperate when finally she saw it..between cloud..struggle to life and keep shining...   even small..the star don't wanna give up..   and that impress to shin hye...give a new hope to her..new shine of life..   "I want to be like that star..I want to life and continue my future" wish shin hye..   after that..shin hye close the window and sit on the bed..   then she close her eyes..pray..wish GOD will help her..heal her wounded..   and she feel..something touch her heart..melting..and heal her wounded heart..   she crying again..but she not sad like before..she throw her sadness with tears..   after pray.shin hye take a deep breath..and sleep with one new hope..to move and make activity in the office again..   In the morning..   Mr. kim was cook an fried egg and put it on the table with bread and lemonade on it..   when he will slice the butter..suddenly his eyes catch someone came down from the stairs..   "good morning dad!!" said shin hye while she kiss her father cheek..   Mr.kim was suprise to see that..   "morning honey"   "woww..you look different now"   shin hye not smile..she take a lemonade and sipped it..   "I'm just want to move dad..the star last night was inspired me..that I can brave my self to wake up.and raise from sadness"   Mr.kim grateful with that..   "I'm happy shin hye..GOD show you what you have to do.."   shin hye still sipp her lemonade and eat a bread..   she still sad..but at least shin hye push herself to raise..   "so what you plan today..honey??"   "I want to visit yonghwa grave first.."answer shin hye..   "when you will back to office, shin?? they're need you"   "I don't know father..maybe tomorrow or next wee