"Kyuhyun you've got to pull yourself together! You're unraveling at the seams!" Leeteuk's voice cracks as he holds me tightly 

"I-I-I I'm s-s-s-sorry hy-hyung..." I barely manage to get out to breathe  

"Just take a deep breath.." He breathes with me slowly until I can finally get a grip in reality 

"Thank you hyung, I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you scared." I wipe my eyes 

"It's alright, but what made you scream like that? I don't think I've ever heard you so scared." 

"You'll think I'm going crazy..." 

"I promise I would never think you're crazy, please talk to me." 

"Alright." Explaining my weird dream reality was almost impossible but after a while I was finally able to explain everything properly 

"That is so strange, from what you've told me it seems that you have a link to Shelby's subconscious. I think I know why this is happening." He concurs 

"What do you think hyung?" 

"Well I think she is just so vulnerable from all of the hurt she has experienced in her life that it's not just this that's making her upset. I once heard her singing to herself about how she just should be left alone for the rest of her life. Since she is still so young she probably thinks she can deal with all of this pain on her own so she just runs away from it. It's like the darkness is taking over her mind and her subconscious is reaching out to you for help through your dreams." He explains 

"That seems to make a lot of sense, but why do you think she hasn't told me and the Shelby in my dreams is dying?" I tremble 

"She just feels she can handle everything herself it seems by running away, and the one in your dreams must be that she really is crying out for help inside and she just doesn't want to be a burden to anyone so she always seems happy."  

"It's like you understood her better than I could.." I sigh 

"Kyuhyun it isn't like that, you were just always really busy with your new single coming and your musicals. She just came to me like a little sister and that's all I see her as. She always talked about how much she loves you and how she wanted to spend everyday with you for the rest of her life." He holds my hand 

"I just wish I could've been there for her more, I just don't know how I can prove to her I love her and her alone.....I have an idea but I doubt that selfish would be willing to do it." 

"What is it?" 

"When we ask G Dragon at the concert if we can see her we drag Siwon with us and have him say he was the cause of this mess." 

"He is very stubborn but it's worth a shot oppa. We've made a really solid plan for now, let's get some sleep ow after this intense night." He smiles at me and starts heading upstairs 

"U-um hyung?" 

"Yes little maknae?" 

"Can I sleep with you tonight?" 

"Hm hm why of course you can." He extends his arm out to me 

I loved my hyung very much and I always felt safe as long as he was with me. If anyone can help me get my darling back its him. 

I take his hand with a warm smile and go upstairs with him to his room and snuggle warmly next to him, hoping things would be better in the morning...