"Here we go princess.." T.O.P says putting my dresser down and smiles 

"Thank you very much, I really appreciate you helping me out." I smile and give him a thank you hug 

"Oh it's no trouble really.." He blushes slightly, "Princess there was something I wanted to ask you." 

"What is it oppa?" I smile 

"Would you like to be my special guest to our upcoming concert tomorrow?" 

"I would love to, since you helped me out without complaining I owe it to you." 

He smiles brightly and hugs me tightly which makes me blush intensely but I quickly pull away 

"I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to..."

"N-no no I'm sorry it's just...well you know. My emotions are still all mixed up and I still don't know what to do just yet." 

"I understand, I'm sorry.....will you still go with me to the concert?" 

"Of course I will. I'm ok really, I just need to go for a walk for a little while. Tell Hannah I'll be back soon." I hug him quickly and leave the apartment 

I walked to the cafe and got a latte and a strawberry cake. I sit at a table near the large window and pulled out my sketchbook 

Kyuhyun used to watch me draw in the patio fascinated by my pencil and techniques 

I smile to myself and realize I had drawn his face and a tear falls onto the paper...

I don't know anything anymore....I feel I should've listened to Leeteukssi but....at the same time I don't know if I can believe. 

Their relationship was so passionate he told me once. What if I wasn't giving him what he needed? What he really wanted? I've never been enough for anyone, how could I expect myself to be enough for him? 

I sigh and put my sketchbook away and thank the barista with a smile and walk back home to my room and get into bed

I thought about T.O.P for a bit when I heard my door open 

"Shelby?" Hannah whispered 

"What's the matter?" I sit up 

"Can I sleep in your bed with you?" 

"Of course you can, get in silly little blueberry." I lift up the covers

"Yay!" She exclaims happily and jumps in hugging me and smiling 

"I'm really happy you're here with us. Do you miss Kyuhyun?" She asks 

I get up and pull out my sketchbook, "When I went for a walk earlier, I went to a coffee shop and my memories got ahold of me and I drew this. I hand her the book 

"It looks just like him, you know I think after a while you should go back and see him again." She suggests 

"Oh, why do you think that?" 

"You still love him, I know you to well to notice that. It's probably going to be something you can't control." 

"Then I guess we will wait and see what happens then." I smile faintly and get back into bed and we both fall asleep peacefully 

The next day Hannah and I were getting ready for the BIGBANG concert

"Darling?" G Dragon comes into my room as we were getting ready 

"What is it my prince?" She looks over at him 

"I need to show you something, come out for a moment please."  He says with a rushed tone 

"Oh alright, I'll help you finish your hair in a moment peachy." She smiles and walks out with G Dragon 

"What's going on?" She asks 

"Well, I just learned from manager that Super Junior is going to be performing after us tonight." 

"Oh I see.." I sigh 

"What's worse is that T.O.P asked Shelby to be his special guest tonight. What if Kyuhyun sees this?" 

"I'm not sure but I know it won't be good, I guess we will just have to leave as quickly as possible after you guys are done performing." 

"Alright, that sounds like a good idea. We have to leave now so go finish getting ready and the car is waiting for you downstairs. I'll see you there." He kisses her and rushes out the door 

When she comes back in she looks at me with worried eyes and hugs me tightly

"What's wrong berry blue?" I smile 

"Nothing I just wanted a hug, now just one more pin here and your ready to go." 

"You make me look pretty." I giggle 

"You always look pretty little peach don't say that." She bops my forehead and smiles 

We grab our jackets and walk out the door and I was unaware that Kyuhyun and I would be under the same roof once more.