"I deserve this, hyung. I really deserve this." Minho says, feeling sober after all the bottles of beer he drank prior. Onew sighed, feeling pitiful for Minho 

During the past months, all Minho could do was go out and party all night or drink his miseries away, such a pitiful life 

 

"If Sulli saw you right now, she would also feel pitiful. I pity you Minho. You're not even the person I know anymore. You've changed ever since you met Yuri. I guess Sulli did the right thing to divorce you. She's already living in hell just being with you." Onew said 

 

"Get your together, Minho. It's never too late to change but don't ask for a second chance with Sulli because we all know you're not get any chances. You had the chance but you blew it. Now, act like a real man and face life again" Onew continued, before going out of the door and leaving Minho thinking 

 

Minho thought that Onew was right, he should stop acting like a cry baby and start becoming a real man again. He can't always drink his misery away 

 

Meanwhile.. 

 

The past months Sulli tried her best to forget all the pain but they slowly kept creeping up to her. The memories kept coming back and all Sulli could do is to reminisce the past and cry 

 

"Unnie, did I do the right thing? It's been already months but why do I feel like I'm not satisfied with it fully?" Sulli asked in a low voice, Victoria moved closer to her, pulling her into her arms 

 

"Sulli baby, if that's what your heart wants then it might be right. If your heart doesn't match with your mind, something is wrong." Victoria comforts her like a mother should do 

 

"What does your heart say? And what does your mind say?" Victoria asked

 

"My heart is shattered but it's still beating for him. My mind says the opposite. What am I going to do?" Sulli answers, Victoria sighs, not knowing what to say 

 

"If your heart is still beating for him then why did you chose to divorce him?" Victoria asked, finding the words to say

 

"I guess I didn't want to be fooled and lied to again. I'm afraid that once I go back to him, he's going to cheat again. And I don't want to face that. I still love Minho but after what he has done, I don't think I can easily trust him again. That's why I pushed through with it" Sulli responded 

 

"But are you happy with the decision?" Victoria said, Sulli stayed quiet for bit until she could think of words to say 

 

"I don't know, unnie. I hate him for cheating and lying to me but there's a part of me that still love him. Am I stupid for that? Am I a fool in love?" Sulli responded, Victoria was again speechless. She didn't seem to find the right words to say to Sulli 

 

"Everyone can be a fool in the topic of love. A person can do weird things in the name of love, sometimes people are so blind by love that they don't even know that they're hurting themselves." Victoria says as she was softly caressing Sulli's hair 

 

"I guess I was one of them. I was so blind with the love that Minho showed that but in the end, I was the one suffering. Love is complicated. You can love someone so much and build so much trust but if the trust and love is gone, there's no more happy ending. Both suffers from mistakes. Just like how I am suffering from his mistake. Shouldn't he also be suffering?" Sulli explained, Victoria sighed 

 

"Minho is probably suffering too. Not just you, darling. I'm sure he'll come to senses and realize that it will be too late. If he ever comes back and asks for your trust again, will you give it to him?" Victoria said, hitting Sull quite hard. Will she give him back the trust? 

 

"I don't know, unnie. I really don't know. Like they say, 'it's hard to trust someone the second time around after they already gave one reason to not trust them', that's how I'm feeling. It's hard to trust again when it's broken down" Sulli says in a whisper almost