Her days are filled with those emotions once again. The feeling of warmth, happiness, and joy left her long before and it's been taken over by pure sadness, silence and loneliness 

 

"When will you ever wake up?" Sulli whispered repeatedly, gently caressing the face of the person she's dying to see awake again, it pains her watching Minho in his sleeping state. How she wishes to be in his place instead. She would always wonder when will he wake up for it's been too long 

 

"Sulli baby, you have to get some rest. This isn't good for you" Victoria said from behind as she walked to where Sulli was at. Turning around, Sulli faintly smile, somehow assuring Victoria that she's fine, she can manage 

 

"I know unnie but what it he wakes up and I'm not by his side? I can't leave his side, it's too risky" Sulli answered, Victoria shook her head and sighed 

 

It's been a little over a month since the day of the shooting and ever since Minho was unconscious. The doctor had said that the bullet nearly reached his heart but luckily for him, it didn't. Although it was a close call, it was still dangerous for Minho who lost a lot of blood and started to contract complications 

 

Ever since, Sulli never left his side. No matter how long it would take for Minho to gain conscious, Sulli was determined to stay by his side and never leave. Sulli thought it was the least she could pay him for all the things he gave to her 

 

"He's a strong man. Minho will wake up eventually but until then, you have to be strong too. You can't let yourself get sick because if he wakes up, Minho would definitely want to see you healthy and happy" Victoria said, wrapping her arms around Sulli 

 

"It hurts a lot unni, why does it have to be him and not me? Fate hates me, it's always playing games and in the end, I'm the one loosing. What have I ever done to receive this?" Sulli said as the tears were building up and eventually falling down her face 

 

"Don't ever blame yourself. Hey, who could have knew that this would happen? You did nothing wrong, you just loved. That's all and there's nothing wrong with that" Victoria comforted, Sulli sobbed more 

 

"All that matters to me now is Minho waking up. I want to badly see him awake" Sulli said, with sniffles in between 

 

The days may be rough but there's always something that makes it easy. No matter how the roads become  rough, steep, rocky but in the end it will straighten out into something smooth

 

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Anger, hatred, rage build up inside her. Finally, the day she has been waiting for came at last. Chanyeol finally admitted his crime and was sentenced to jail

 

"Thats only a sample of what you should be getting after all what you have done" Sulli said after slapping Chanyeol's face across hard. Chanyeol could even look at Sulli, he knew that what he did was wrong but he can't help himself, he loved her so much 

 

"You better hope that Minho will wake up soon because this won't be the last thing you'll be getting" Sulli said looking at Chanyeol with hate 

 

"I'm sorry" Chanyeol whispered but enough for Sulli to hear clearly 

 

"Don't say those words to me, I won't accept it. I will never accept a sorry coming from you. You disgust me" Sulli said, having her back turned now as she was about to leave 

 

"I beg you, if you ever get of prison. Please don't coming knock at my door or have any connections with me whatsoever, I want to live happy and worry free from now on. I'm tired of living in pain, I want to live happily. And I can only get that if you don't come any near me, I want to live a happy and joyous life with Minho." Sulli said 

 

"Be well Park Chanyeol." Sulli lastly said before completely leaving his sight. Sulli didn't even spare a look at him anymore, she wanted to leave quickly as possible and not have to see his face anymore 

 

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Just like any other day, Sulli would come to the hospital after work or so and checkup on Minho. Fortunately, the doctors informed her that Minho  is progressing positively which is a good sign  

 

"The doctors said you're progressing well. Keep it up, jagiya." Sulli praised, smiling as she took Minho's cold hand holding it against her face

 

"I wish you could wake up soon. There's still a wedding we have to plan. Remember? Jagiya, don't leave me okay?" Sulli half jokingly said, even cracking up a small laugh

 

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"I miss you already. Don't you miss me? Jagiya, it's been a month. When are you waking up? Don't you want to see me again?" Sulli yearned for an answer, she missed hearing his sweet voice that would comfort her, his gentle touches, his charming smile, his contagious laughter, Sulli missed it all 

 

As much as she wanted an answer coming from him, she would only receive a sound coming one of the machines that's monitoring his vital signs but at least it's better than hearing nothing 

 

"Come back to me, my love. I want to see you again" Sulli said before she laid her head on top of Minho's hand which she held as she drifted off to a sweet dream 

 

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Midnight. 

 

People would usually say that around midnight, it's where miracles would usually happen and it's one of those times where emotions are let out, awake or asleep 

 

Sulli was sure she felt movement. She couldn't be wrong, she felt it against her face. It was a quick movement but it was there, she felt it and that could only mean one thing, Minho's starting to gain conscious 

 

Becoming fully alert, Sulli focused her attention to Minho and his hands, wanting to see the slightest movement again. Though the room was quite dim with having the table lamp only on, Sulli could decipher what was moving or not

 

She continued to hold Minho's hand and hope to have movement going. Minutes have passed and still no movement whatsoever, it started to get Sulli anxious. She was positive that the movement from Minho wasn't coming from her head but it actually happened

 

"Jagi, can you hear me? Can you feel my hand holding yours? Jagiya, please respond, move a muscle or something. Please respond" Sulli said desperately, tears were swelling in her eyes, wanting to come down 

 

And just like that, Minho began to move his fingers. Sulli began to cry, it's finally happening. Minho was beginning to gain conscious. Hurriedly, Sulli called out for the doctors and nurses 

 

As the doctors and nurses began coming, Sulli felt hopeful that this might be the day where Minho finally wakes up. With the doctors and nurses checkin up on Minho, Sulli was at the corner, crying with happy tears. It seems like everything is going great so far 

 

"With the movement that was detected, Mr. Choi is on the right track of gaining back his conscious. This is a good sign and if he keeps it up, he'll be awake very soon." The doctor informed with a smile. Sulli thanked the doctor before she left 

 

Sulli walked over to Minho's bed and started to wrap her arms around Minho, hugging him with all her might, crying out happy tears 

 

"Thank you for responding. Now, all you have to do is at least try to wake up. Okay jagiya? I'll always be here waiting for you. I love you, jagi. More than you can know" Sulli said as she gently pecked Minho's dried lips