Donghae POV

I unlock the door as I dragged my tired body into the apartment.

It’s been a tiring day as Sungmin hyung’s cake had been really good that in one day, I had helped him to bake almost 70 cakes for the café.

I slump my bag on the floor as I drop my body on the couch feeling exhausted.

I glance at the clock which shows already 8pm.

Hyukkie should be coming back already.

Getting up from the couch, I walked to the kitchen as I went to the fridge getting out some food to prepare dinner even I am really tired.

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I was frying some eggs when I heard the door open and close.

Without even turning back, I had known by heart who is that person.

“I am back,” he said as I turn over and give him a smile.

“Get a bath, dinner will be ready,” I said as he nods, walking to his bedroom.

Oh well, we had decided to use separate rooms until he had fallen in love with me.

I had agreed even though it pains me to have him sleeping in another room when we are living under the same roof but I wanted him to feel comfortable around me.

Of course, I had never once entered into his room as I know he is having a hard time to fall in love with me that I should give him at least some privacy.

~~

I sat on the table waiting for him as I heard him walking out of his bedroom in a wife beater and a pair of khakis.

Upon him seated down opposite me, we had again started to eat in silence.

Oh well, this is already normal to me since we had not been talking for months already.

A yawn escapes from my mouth as I was eating which Hyukkie had glance up from his food.

“You’re tired already?” he asked while stuffing a piece of chicken in his mouth.

“Get some rest after dinner, I’ll do the dishes,”

~~

I walked into the bedroom feeling really exhausted.

I slump my body on my warm bed, but not feeling sleepy but just tired.

My mind couldn’t help but wander again about me and Hyukkie.

Somehow I really wish that we could at least reverse back.

To have him as my best friend.

Screw myself for having feelings on my best friend.

Screw myself for breaking my best friend and his lover.

Screw myself for making my best friend running away from his wedding.

Screw myself for making him unhappy now.

I really hate myself who falls in love with him.

And guess what, my confession had somehow broken our friendship.

I remembered Hyukkie used to be the caring type of person I know.

He always cares for me and kind to me even though I might be a pain in the .

It’s also because of his kindness and caring to me had makes me fall in love with him.

Well, no one had showed me much kindness except Hyukkie since I am an orphan.

Hyukkie comes from an average family and has loving parents while I have nothing.

You’ll wonder how we met right.

Well, Hyukkie is my best friend ever since we are in kindergarten where I live with grandmother after appa and umma’s accident which take them away from me.

Of course, being a kid who has no parents, I am always being teased.

But not in Hyukkie’s case because he is kind.

Hyukkie had helped me and protected me ever since kindergarten and he had been by my side for God knows how long.

Of course, during the time when grandmother died, when I was crying so hard, Hyukkie had been always by my side taking care of me.

Of course, the mutual feelings had been develop ever since years ago which it build up in my heart.

My heart shattered when Hyukkie told me about him having a girlfriend.

I tried to convince myself that I will be fine.

But…no..I am not fine.

My heart was breaking.

So I decided to confess, even though I might risk our friendship.

However I am happy that he didn’t push me away, he still let me to hang around him which I couldn’t help to be grateful to him.

Which is why I didn’t destroy his relationship with his girlfriend.

He is too kind and I can’t do something bad to him.

But then, I destroy his happily ever after with her, by running away from his wedding.

I know I shouldn’t since Hyukkie will be running after me.

He cares about me a lot because he knows my weaknesses.

Yeah, it was me who destroy his wedding.

If not, he might be already married and have kids by now.

In every word I feel sorry for holding him like that.

I am just a burden in his life.

Furthermore, not communicating with him for the past few months I’d like to say that I really don’t like this feeling.

I feel suffocating when he is at home with me while no words were uttered.

And definitely I think Hyukkie is suffering as much as I am.

Maybe, I should just let him go.

~~

I walked into the showers as I take a warm shower while making up my mind.

After showering, I simply wore shorts as I grabbed my phone on the night stand as I scroll on the phonebook.

AHA!

Found it.

I quickly dialed the number as I waited patiently for the recipient to accept the call.

“Hello,”

“Hey, Sica, I have a favour to ask you,”

End of POV

Will be focusing on Hae's POV first okay?