Donghae POV

“Hae, I am sorry, my love is Gina, not you,”

“Hyukkie, you said, you will try to love me,”

“Not anymore Hae, I can’t, I don’t love you,”

“Wait, stop, Hyukkie, please, I love you,”

“I am sorry,”

“Hyukkie!”

I practically jerked myself up as I felt sweat on my forehead.

Damned!

Nightmare again.

I glance at the clock which shows 5am in the morning.

I sat up on my bed as I catch my breath while thinking back of my dream.

I had nightmares haunting me almost every night after I kicked Hyukkie out of my house.

Yeah, it’s been three months since I last seen him.

It’s been three months.

Three freaking months that I am proud of myself that I still able to survive despite that I am so in love with him and willing to let him go.

I climbed off my bed and did my usual routine, shower and prepare to go to Sungmin hyung’s café to work.

Well, after that day I kicked Hyukkie out of my house, Sungmin hyung who had acknowledge it immediately had practically scream out his lungs at me saying how stupid I am to just kick him out without talking to him.

But..

To me, I feel like talking is not necessary since Hyukkie..

Well, Hyukkie always thinks about me first compare to himself.

He is always there by my side even though I had fallen really hard for him.

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I walked into the showers as I strip myself, and turn on the tap, letting the warm water hits my body.

I wouldn’t have done such stupid thing if you were had love me.

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I walked to the kitchen pouring myself a glass of water before drinking up in one go.

How’d I wished that you could just return my love and love me as your lover instead of having both of us suffer?

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I pushed in the café as I walked to the counter where the café already start working.

“Yah, Donghae ah, come, help me,” Sungmin hyung nudges me while serving some customers.

I toss my bag under the counter as I grabbed one of the notepads and a pen before getting an apron and tie it around my waist.

Here we go, Donghae, another day without Hyukkie.

Hwaiting!

I walked to the nearest table where a lady had seated there talking to her phone.

She wore light makeup as she still had her shades on.

“Neh, oppa, neh…I’ll meet you at the bridal shop later okay?...Neh…neh…I will get that for you….neh…I love you, oppa,”

Hmm…so this lady is getting married I bet.

She places her phone on the table after she ended her call.

“Excuse me, would you like to place your order?” I asked as I placed the menu in front of her.

“Ah, yes, give me a minute,” she smiles which I not sure did she saw me or not since her eyes is cover by the shades as she took off her shades.

My eyes widened in shock seeing the person right in front of me.

S-She is...

“Donghae?” she glance at me which I couldn’t believe my eyes.

“G-Gina,” I whispered.

What is she doing here?

A-And…

Her phone call..

Oppa??

A-and..

Bridal shop??

Is she…

Getting married..

W-with….

H-Hyukkie???

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I sat at the table while facing Gina.

I am not sure what should I say.

Congratulations that you are going to marry with Hyukkie again?

Hell, that is so embarrassing.

How about..

I am sorry that I ruined your wedding, but I love Hyukkie.

Pabo Donghae!

She is getting married!!!

I took a sip of my coffee feeling really awkward at the moment.

“How’s life?” she asked casually.

E-Eh?

I glance up staring at her eyes intently.

She should be angry at me for ruin her wedding with Hyukkie.

“L-Life’s g-good..”

Why am I stuttering?

Oh, I took away her fiancé.

“Good to know that,” she smile and took a sip of her coffee.

I could felt my tears going to fall out soon.

Here am I sitting in front of my lover’s fiancé.

 But I am not able to say anything because I had ruined them.

I miss him but I am not sure should I ask about him anyway.

Since, he loves her.

I am just…his best friend.

Or maybe worst..

We are not even friends anymore after I had kicked him out.

“So, Donghae may I ask you something?” she asked making me shiver.

Is she going to ask me something related to Hyukkie?

Since the only thing that connects us is Hyukkie.

Is she going to ask me why I dumped Hyukkie?

“Yah, why are you trembling? It’s just a casual question I am going to ask,” she smiled at me.

It’s not a casual question when it comes to me, Hyukkie and Gina.

“How is Hyukjae?” she asked making me widened my eyes.

What?

“What?” I asked feeling confused.

“Ah, let me say it again, how is Hyukjae doing recently?”

Huh?

What is she saying?

Isn’t Hyukkie with her all the time for the past 3 months?

Is she trying to tease me that she got Hyukkie and I got none?

“Sorry, just asking, since I had not been seeing him for more than 3 years,” she smile taking a sip of her coffee.

What?

What is she saying?

Why didn’t she see Hyukkie?

I thought Hyukkie is with her?

I thought she is engaged with Hyukkie.

“Hyukkie…he…is…”

Gosh!

What should I tell her?

Hyukkie is not with her?

“Awh, you can don’t answer me if you don’t feel like it, since I am just being random,” she smile as she glance at her watch.

“Oh, Donghae ah, I’ve got to go now,” she smiled and took her bag and shades.

“O-Okay” I said standing up wanting to send her off.

I stood at the door as she walked out which I wave her goodbye.

Hyukkie is not with her?

Then where is he?

I thought he is with her?

“Oh Donghae ah, here take this, my wedding invitation, I’d like you to attend with Hyukjae,” she smile while passing me an invitation card.

“I’ll see you again, Donghae,” she smile and walks off.

I pry open the invitation card to confirm the groom wasn’t Hyukkie.

I gasp in horror.

Oh my.

What have I done!

End of POV

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