~ Taemin's POV ~

After that day i've felt at ease.

I felt as if finally someone loves me for who i am...

I have dated someone who saw my true form and ended the relationship terrified and every since then i've been so terrified to show my true form or get developed with others...

I really loved that person.... she was the best taht has ever happened to me to be honest...

She made me feel special and important for once...

Her name was Naeun...

She was the first girl who made me feel like i was floating from the sky with stomach filled with butterflies...

Made me feel as if i was on cloud 9...

I really loved her and she stood up for me whenever others bullied me and reminded me that i wasn't one of those words others called me or classified me as... i knew that she was the most supportive and she was always by my side..

Then we started to date...

About 3 years of our relationship and we were talking about marriage and children with our parents...

I was still bullied and depressed but it was about maybe a year or two when i actually turned into a vampire...

Then came a day where we got romantic together on a trip at the beach and then my eyes glowed and then she asked what it was and i told her what i was and she was terrified and broke it off and left me...'

Her parents came and told me that they were sorry and didn't what happened and wanted us to still be together but I told them that it'll never work out...

She broke my heart and the heart of my parents and hers and now here i was back being depressed but my friends, Key, Jonghyun, Onew, and Minho, made me think of a world without her and to not be depressed over that and have fun...

I met Kai and didn't want to intervene with the relationship with him and Kyungsoo as they have been together for quiet a bit and i didn't wanna rruin that but Kai is such a great guy and makes me feel happy everytime i saw him..

I really think Kai is who i'm supposed to 'mate' with and be together with forever but it's very rare that a guy vampire mates with a another guy or a human at that but for some reason, maybe it was my lucky charm to be lucky.

I love him and i won't let anything or anyone change that.

Hello! Well i am so sorry that this is SO short! :'( I have to study for my AP exams so I tried to make it seem a little on Taemin's side showing his previous love life etc., hope yall liked it at least! I will come back to you guys with a much better and longer chapter!

Bye~~~