My second reason is....
...every two weeks I make the same promise...
...every two weeks I promise him that I would stay with him. Till the end. Till the bitter end.
Every two weeks he asks me to stay with him and I agreed every time. I  can't reject him. I don't want to reject him. I could be like the other  say no and leave. He wouldn't remember me anyhow , right? right? No. No  I told myself i would never do that but one day.... One day I was  called by my dream school. I answered that phone and felt my heart not  beating right "I got what?.... accepted? really? I've always wanted  this. This...Thank you sir. I'll be in touch." I hung up the phone and  right away called my "boy friend" Chanyeol.  I wish he would actually be  my boyfriend but in reality I just imagined us dating. Why ask him to  date me if he'd forget anyhow, right? Well anyhow... "CHANYEOL GUESS  WHAT!!!" I screamed into the phone "What?" he asked still in half sleep  "I GOT ACCEPTED!!! I GOT ACCEPTED INTO MY DREAM SCHOOL!!!" I was so  happy that I forgot how early in the morning it was. "Ah...what one the  one here in seoul or?" he asked "In --" I almost chocked on my words. I  had forgotten the promise I'd made Chanyeol fully and just applied to a  school on the other side of the planet. "America..." It became  silent.... so silent that I couldn't bare it "Chanyeol if you want--" he  caught me off "Go...Its what you've always wanted. Don't think about me.  I'll be okay. Trust me. I will. I should go. Get ready for school. See  ya" He hung up the phone before I could say goodbye. I could hear a "Baek,please dont leave me" factor in his voice. My heart felt bad  for not even thinking about Chanyeol as I applied. Should I wait. Hope I  get into the school in Seoul. Or should I just go. I'd have to leave  Chanyeol behind. I can't. I cant.... I built up the courage and called  back my dream school and told them I couldn't go. like that it was over.  Just like that I stay here. Better that way I told myself. Rather be  with Chanyeol in Seoul than somewhere in this world not knowing what's  happening to him. Like that I feel asleep completely forgetting that  school started in 20 minutes