I was invisible for the next days. Sehun stopped and so does his companions although they would throw me unsettling looks every time whilst the es would throw me dirty ones, Sehun would remain quiet. He would try his best to get away from me. I can tell by the way he acted. He would suddenly sped off when I’m around and he would dodge off the stares I would give him. He went like that ever since that restroom situation. When the words I least expected the most rolled out of his mouth, I questioned him.

‘What am I doing to you?’ sent him off guard and the next thing I know, I was left dumbfounded and clueless with the phrase that gave me sleepless nights and confusing days. What could I be doing to him? What am I doing that made him go crazy and obsess over the act of destroying me? But most of all, what is he doing to me? I was confused and out of trance these days and it’s all because of him. Because of Sehun. I don’t know why his words made my heart beat bat crazy and it scared me because I’m starting not to see him as an enemy but rather a stranger. I can’t read him. I can’t read the way he portrays himself in front of me and the way his capricious behavior functions. It, obviously, masks what he really feels and thinks.

I have countless lists on my mind on why Sehun’s being like what he is. One was that he really hates me but the fact that he has saved me multiple times slowly erases that list. Two was that he’s really just protective over Lu Han. Three was that he’s just being guilty of all the things he’s done to me. Four, he masks himself and has issues making him pour all of it to me. Five, he likes Lu Han and six…

He feels something for me. I didn’t want to assume but the way he slowly unmasks himself makes me predict it. I might be wrong about the last part but all I’m sure about was that there was something in my list that’s probably right.

Weekend came in a volt and suddenly I found myself sitting on my bed while looking at the pictures I captured of Sehun and his friends. I thought about it as a defense but now looking at it, I suddenly realized that I have no balls to send it to the principal not because I owe Sehun. As a matter of fact, he’s the one who owes me. It was because I’m not like him and I won’t do it no matter what level of hell he puts me through. I’m not a monster like Sehun and I’m in no place to ruin someone’s life like he did to me. Last night, Friday, Lu Han called me about a celebratory party after hell week at Suho’s house and invited me once again to come over this Saturday night only to decline when he cut off the call not letting me do it. And then this morning, he called me once again asking about my morning and all. I had to explain all over again and clarify that our relationship has ended and there’s no need for him to put effort in me but Lu Han told me he’s not giving up on me and other melodramatic stuff.

Lu Han’s a very persistent person, even before and I only wish I could return the same feeling he has for me. Saturday night I wasn’t ready yet and still on my laptop. I felt the urge to go to the bathroom only to come back shocked at the person standing in my room.

Sehun was wearing a black shirt with fitted black pants and snickers as he gaze at me with his stoic look. My heart palpitated at his sight and I had to mentally smack myself for feeling that way. I was gawking at him and he was doing the opposite of it.

“WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?” I snarled and he only shrugged his shoulders.

“Your parents gave me five minutes to come and get you in your room or if I stay long, they would come and get me.” He explained utterly bored.

“Get out.” I hissed and Sehun crossed his arms at me.

“Look, Lu Han hyung asked me to get you and I’m just doing what he’s told me now I suggest you get dressed and come with me.”

“I don’t trust you.” Sehun scoffed at my statement.

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