I was hoping that this would last I guess I was wrong I planned out our future together But now that's all gone     "Dar..." He had called me in the middle of the night. I couldn't sleep either but it pains me more to hear his voice.   I've cried too much before and this time, I can't seem to shed a single tear. It seems like my heart was crashing but I don't know how to vent it out anymore...   "Hmm?" Was all I've managed to say. I thought about all our promises, our forevers and always... And now... Look at us.   "Can I come over?" He asked. I hugged my pillow tighter. Should I say yes or no? I sighed.   "Luhan, I'm sorry. Can we talk about this tomorrow?" I mustered all my courage up to decline his request. I know he's going to try patching things up but... People have their limits too.   "Okay. Rest well, Dar. I'll see you tomorrow. Good night..." His voice trailed off, probably thinking if he should say 'I love you'.   "Good night, Lu. See you." And with that, I hung up the phone.   And yes, I am very much aware on how our relationship was on rocks for a long time now...     -     Another mistake We're both to blame     I threw my phone to the floor because of frustration. I sat up on my bed and ruffled my hair. I understand how she feels right now. But I've always thought that it would be better if we talk things out at once. I don't like having a fight with her...   This is all my fault. I should have done my best when she always gave m