Jonghyun's POV

Since today is my free time, I played with my laptop as usual. I don't think it's weird for SHINee members to open their laptops and read yadong fanfictions quietly, or even look at some y girl groups' photos and videos. It's normal, right? We're adults and men.

Work is work. But once you have free time and decide to have some fun, you have to have your freedom for yourself. Especially for me, I really like to read. I don't care even if it's about history or fanfiction, I read them all. Sometimes I read fanfiction with me as the main cast too. It's too bad that I don't have any chance to be an actor, or I would play their script surprisingly well.

But then suddenly I jumped into a quite strange website that I've never opened before when I searched SHINee fanfiction. I was reading it carefully when suddenly I heard Minho opened my room. (You may also find it on The Edge Of Us, but sorry I forgot the chapter)

I startled and move to another tab. I don't want him to see me opened a strange tab like this. He'll flood me with many questions that I don't even know how to answer them.

Well, I just know that I opened a post on someone's blog that offers an event. That owner is a Shawol, let's assume that the owner is a girl. She's holding a fanfiction competition and song writing competition. And the prizes are so damn interesting. She gives out all of SHINee's stuffs!

I wonder who's her bias, though.

When I got my sense back, I hurriedly yield to Minho. "Yah, Minho-ya! You should knock first before you enter my room!" I protested.

"Why? Are you afraid if I see you open a yadong thing? Well, it's not a secret anymore, right hyung?"

I got really nervous when he walked closer to me-or the right one is my laptop.

"Hmm. But what is this?" He pointed at the strange tab, the tab that I was just talking about. "I've never seen you open this tab. And I don't know this tab? What's this? I think it's not a yadong forum, though. What's this?"

"Yah, you're so noisy! Why? You're not coming into my room for nothing, right?" I asked as I closed the strange tab. I made sure that I remember some alphabets of the link, though.

"Ah, so you're hiding that tab from me. What's it? I saw some words like hmm.. Competition? What?"

Damn. This kid. Minho was faster than me.

"Well, yeah. It's a competition and you don't have to care about that. It's nothing important, really. I'll tell you later if I think it's getting important." I said in one breath. "So what are you doing here?"

I wonder if his competitive side is growing little by little because of me.

He laughed and sat beside me. "Hyung, you don't have any schedules tomorrow, right?"

"Why?"

"I want to take you somewhere..." 

"Why does it feels like you're asking me to go on a date with you?" I asked him strangely.

"Oh come on," Minho chuckled. "I'm asking you to go on a date, but with another girl."

"Who's that girl? Do I know her or not?" I couldn't help but got excited alone.

"Maybe you do, maybe you do not know her. Let's see..."

"Oh, come on. I'm so curious. Is she pretty or not? Younger than me or not?"

"I'm sure every girl is pretty. And I'm sure you'll like her anyway."

"What's her size...?"

"Yah, hyung! Don't be a ert anymore!" He threw a pillow to me and I just laughed.

"Arraseo, arraseo. But hey, I'm just kidding! And I didn't ask you what kind of size, right? What if I actually wanted to ask you about her shoes' size? Hmm? Oh, Choi Minho, I think you're the one who should be called a ert."

He shook his head and headed towards the door again. "Meet me at Lotte World, okay? Tomorrow I have a really morning schedule so I can't go with you to Lottle World. But I'm trying to be on time, don't worry. 10 AM, okay? Annyeong, hyung! I won't disturb you when you're in you yadong fantasy anymore."

"Let's see. If there's a girl ask me to go on a date by herself after you go out from my room, then I'll choose to go with her, of course. So just pray that I really won't have any schedules tomorrow, including my personal schedules." I smirked at him then he left me alone.

Ah, what's that link again? I feel like I'm ready to challenge myself. Somehow I wonder what will happen if I really win this competition. If I don't win, I'm going to think that it's just for fun though. I have nothing to lose.

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Min Jung's POV

"Min Jung-ah, can't you help me with the dishes? I feel so sleepy, I think I'm gonna take a nap." I gave a fake smile at her. She stretched her arms and whined like a baby. "I'm going to sleep, okay? Thank you, you're the best!" She hugged my neck and gave me a slight peck on my chubby cheeks.

She's my sister. My older sister who acts like a baby. For some people who doesn't meet her usually, it feels like she's just bossy around. But then, it's her. Some people will say that it's her charm. For me, of course it is not.

There's nothing worse than living in the same roof with her. I can't say that she does something rude to me, but her presence itself is annoying. I'm not her maid, but she always asks me to do this and that. Do the dishes, sweep the floor, do the laundry, clean her room, and many other things that you can't even imagine.

Sadly, all I can do is nothing. Giving out my best fake smiles to everyone and do whatever she tells me to do.

I've never even think about living separately with her. Of course, I would never do that. Do you want to know why?

It's simply because no one will accept me to live with them beside her.

I should consider myself as lucky enough to stay here with her.

I don't have any relatives nor family left in this world except her. My parents died from a car accident and it happened a long time ago. This house is the only asset we have. They just left us like that.

I, myself, don't have any friends that could take me to their house. You know what? It's simply because I'm a big fat girl. Actually many other reasons they also said to me in a nice way but I don't know whether they realize it or not, hurt me badly.

Well, what's wrong with having 210 pounds as my weight? I know it's my biggest problem. And I'm clumsy sometimes. I believe that it doesn't matter for a slim and pretty girl to be clumsy; even some of men surprisingly found it cute. But for a fat and ugly girl like me, it does matter. No one ever wants me to be alive, because it's so irritating. They'll think it's annoying to even just see my face. And all I could think is it's my fault that I'm still alive.

I can't help but always be grateful after I met Han Yoon Ra, the kindest person I've ever known. Even though she doesn't let me stay with her like the others, she's still the best! She has been going through the pain with me for about 3 year since the day we met. It's quite long term, right? Of course, since I'm a fat ugly girl, no one ever stayed with me as a friend for more than 3 months. The worse thing is, everyone who's trying to get close to you must have a bad aims to do. It's not rare for me to find some bad people like that. And I think now I'm used to it.

Ah, back to the topic. Yoon Ra and I made a promise to stay with each other until the death come to one of us. I know it sounds cheesy but well, she agreed anyways. And the good point of her is she has never insult me like the other person do. She knows that I'm fat and all, but she just said, "You should live your life happily so once you died, you'll die with no regrets."

And I completely trust her, including her advices.

She's surely my best friend. Even though I know she can bare with me because she's not like an ulzzang, but it's a relief. I don't know what to do if she gets prettier later. She might want to take her time to being far away from me. No, I'm just kidding. I know she's not a friend like that.

But I should say that it's true; almost all of our friends in school didn't pay attention to her because she's just so-so. The one who caught people's attention is me. They looked at me because they thought I'm funny to watch. Don't they have ever seen a fat girl like me?! I guess not.

The reason why Yoon Ra always refuses to welcome me to stay with her in her house is only because she's afraid it would be inappropriate in my sister's eyes. She thinks it's impolite for me to runaway from my own house. That's why she told me to stay and bare with the pains here.

I know every human being is struggling in this world. But the amount of struggle may be different. I'm not saying that I have the biggest struggle in this world. But the thing that I'm trying to convey is whatever I do in this world seems so wrong in people's eyes. It makes me so confused and sometimes don't know what to do.

As I finished doing the dishes, I began to sweep the floor. From the corner to another corner, I cleaned all of the dust.

"Eh? These all are Min Ji's, right?" I murmured to myself as I saw a few of big brown boxes ready to be sent. "I wonder when will she send all of these to the winners of her event... Ah, is it starting today? I hope she'll get many candidates because it'll be a waste if the winner turns out to be someone who isn't worth to get the prizes."

I swept carelessly then I felt I just stepped on something quite hard but a little bit small. Like..., what is it?

"Oh My God! My antenna radio!"

Hey, guys. I'm sorry I've been hiatus for 1 month, 2 weeks, and 5 days. Many things happened to me on the past 1 month and 19 days since the last time I posted this fanfiction. I studied really hard, I had my national exams, I got my holidays, I went to the parties, and else. In conclusion, I started to enjoy my life as I forgot that I left this fanfiction being untouched.

Furthermore, SHINee is coming back. It's so nice to see they're growing up like that. Just like on the View Music Video, I hope SHINee could get their freedom and fun at the same time. Let's watch the MV, guys. Show your supports for them in such a good way.

Actually before I posted this first chapter, I thought something like should I delete this fanfiction or not?

It's because I think this story is a crap.

I don't know what I'm doing here because I don't think I'm fixing any problems. However I feel like this story is one of my babies. As much as I hate this, I want this story to grow up. I should continue what I've start. I should take responsibilities for what I've done.

So here it is, I'm gonna finish this story and complete SHINee series.

Ah anyway, I've put the cover, right? I'm sorry it's really bad. I promise I will change it according to the plot:)