Warning:This chapter is very depressing and attempt of suicide!!!!!!

Kyuhyun:*loses a game again sighs*

ChangMin:Dude whats wrong with you...*worried*

Kyuhyun:I dont know i just feel like something isnt right....*looks at changmin*

ChangMin:What do you mean *worried looks at him*

Backstage A Variety Show 

Leeteuk:That was a good show you did amazing as always eunhyukkie *wraps an arm around eunhyuks arm*

Eunhyuk:Thanks i tried my best *half smiles*

SungMin:Well you did amazing see you brought smiles and laughs to peoples faces *smiles*

Ryeowook:And you made many of our days better *giggles hugs eunhyuk*

Leeteuk:Why dont we grab a bite then have a movie night today *smiles*

Eunhyuk:*smiles nods his head *Oh wait i forgot my other bag ill be back 

Leeteuk:Alright ill just thank the other staff come on wookie minnie *smiles walks away*

Eunhyuk:*smiles about to open the dressing room then hears his name puts his ear against the door*

Worker:Ugh that eunhyuk is real full of himself *scoffs*

PD:Oh i know right and he acts like he's so good looking pffftt *laughs*

Eunhyuk:*heart breaks looks down*

Worker:Oh please there are even people that are uglier than him that is even more better looking than him 

Eunhyuk:*tears fall down his cheeks sees the door open*

Worker:*eyes widen shocked*EUNHYUK-SSHI

Eunhyuk:*pushes them away crying hard runs out the building*

Leeteuk:*laughing confused*Where is eunhyuk

PD:*looks away sighs*

Leeteuk:What did you say to him *gets mad*

Worker:Leeteuk-sshi were sorry we...

Leeteuk:*scoffs*You know maybe in your guys is eyes hyukkie is ugly please dont be so full of yourselves because eunhyukkie is far better than you guys on any level 

Eunhyuk:*leaning against the wall off his bedroom tears falling covering his mouth*

Leeteuk:Hurry we need to get home get in the CAR NOW *screams jumps in the drivers seat speeds off*

SungMin:Hyung he's not answering his phone *tears in his eyes*

Leeteuk:Keep calling *driving as fast as he can*

Eunhyuk:*nervous breathing tears fall hair a mess grabs his laptop video tapes it*It's me Lee HyukJae a.k.a Eunhyuk 

Ryeowook:Hyung he just wont *crying*

Leeteuk:CALL AGAIN KEEP CALLING TIL EUNHYUK ANSWERS IT *screams tears roll down his cheeks*

ChangMin:Kyu..Eunhyuk hyung is home *looking through his facebook sees eunhyuk post a video*

Kyuhyun:Already he's suppose to be shooting a variety with the others *confused gets more nervous*

ChangMin:*worried plays the video*

Kyuhyun:*heart breaks as he sees the images of eunhyuk shaking crying*

Its me Lee HyukJae a.k.a Eunhyuk  and i don't know why everybody hates me so much but maybe because its true maybe because im truly utterly disgustinly ugly 

Eunhyuk:*throwing everything around his room crying hard*

I never understood why people called me ugly but maybe now i do because now i understand...i am really ugly and now i hate me too 

ChangMin:*shocked and heart broken looks over at kyuhyun*

Kyuhyun:*heart beating fast yet breaking tears roll down his cheeks*

And right now i dont really see the reason for trying or for talking or for breathing im just done 

Eunhyuk:*crying hard rocking back and forth looking down*

So thats it i guess .....BYE *the video goes blank*

ChangMin:*shocked and speechless*

Kyuhyun:*shaking crying grabs his phone dials his number*Pick up the phone...hyukkie 

Eunhyuk:*taking deep breaths shaking falls to his knees crying ignoring his phone calls*

Kyuhyun:*running to the elevators*Hyung hyung are you on your way home 

Leeteuk:Were coming as fast as we can....*shaking*

Kyuhyun:*tears falling*Hyung he he posted a video on his face book....huh huh

Leeteuk:*nervous*Wh...what video

Kyuhyun:Teukie...he's trying to say goodbye.....*gets in the elevator pressing the button*

Leeteuk:*heart breaks drops the phone tears falling speeds off not caring if he breaks any driving rules*

Kyuhyun:*running in the dorm sees heechul donghae kangin yesung siwon and shindong watching tv*Where is hyukkie

Siwon:How should we know...he barely even talks to us *scoffs*

Shindong:Exactly *rolls his eyes*

Kyuhyun:FORGET YOU GUYS *runs to eunhyuks bedroom shaking nervous*HYUKKIE 

Donghae:*worried follows after kyuhyun shocked eyes widen*

Heechul:What the he-*gasp covers his mouth sees things thrown around eunhyuks room all messed up*

Kangin:*shocked speechless*Wh..where is he

Yesung:What the hell is going on *worried looks at at kyuhyun*

Kyuhyun:*runs to the bathroom eyes widen heart drops*EUNHYUKKIE

Eunhyuk:*trying to open a bottle off pills*I cant get the cap off

Kyuhyun:What are you doing *trying to take the pills away from him*

Eunhyuk:NO STOP *screaming crying*

Siwon and Shindong:*worried they run over to eunhyuks bedroom*

Leeteuk:HYUKKIE BESTIE *hears screaming drops everything runs to eunhyuks bedroom*

Eunhyuk:*crying hard*Please

Kyuhyun:Hyukkie let go *the pills fall to the floor*

Eunhyuk:*screams looks at kyuhyun crying*WHAT DID YOU DO 

Kyuhyun:*shaking his head tears fall*

Leeteuk:*grabs eunhyuk by his shoulders*Sit down sit down 

Eunhyuk:Noooo *hics*noooo 

Leeteuk:*crying hugs eunhyuk sliding down to the floor shaking holding him tightly*Hyukkie please...dont please

Eunhyuk:*crying harder*Noooo i wanna die....i wanna die...i wanna die....

Leeteuk:*crying hard shaking*Eunhyukkie please 

Eunhyuk:*screaming crying*I wanna die

Kyuhyun:*heart shatters crying*Please...please....please no hyukkie please 

Donghae:*covering his mouth crying*

Heechul:*falls to his knees crying *

SungMin:*crying shaking looks down*

Ryeowook:Hyung nooo...noo *shaking his head tears fall*

Yesung:*head rested on the wall tears falling*

Kangin:*hands over his face tears fall*

Shindong and Siwon:*tears falling feelings ashamed looks away*

Leeteuk:Sssshhh ssshhh im here hyukkie im here *crying hard kissing eunhyuks temple rocking him back and forth*

Eunhyuk:*gasping for air crying*I wan...i wann *drifts off asleep*

Authors Note:IM SO SORRY even i was crying while writing this i got this idea from the movie Cyberbully and when i saw this scene i just thought it would work but i know eunhyuk will never do that to himself or s...this is all FICTIONAL