Kyuhyun:*sitting on the couch curled into a ball looking at a picture of eunhyuk carressing it*Come back please baby come back to me

Leeteuk:*sighs looks away*

Ryeowook:Hyung im worried it's only been a day..since hyukkie hyung left and kyu's already like this *worried*

SungMin:Is there anything we can do hyung

Leeteuk:What can we do when his world was ripped away from him...*looks away fighting back his tears*

October

Kyuhyun:*sitting in front of the window looking out eyes red teary and puffy*

Donghae:*peaks through the room sighs looks down*

November

Kyuhyun:*sitting in front of the window looking out blank expression*

Yesung:*outside racking out the leaves infront of the dorm building*

Eunhyukkie

You've dissapeared like everything else who else can i talk to and lost 

December 

Kyuhyun:*sitting in front of the window looking out heart still breaking*

Shindong:*building a snowman smiling*

When you left you took everything with you but the absence of you is everywhere i look

Kyuhyun:*looking out the window stands up immediately*Eunhyukkie

Siwon:*laughing talking with neighboors*

Kyuhyun:*lips trembles covers his face*

Heechul:*checks in the room again sighs looks down*

 Kyuhyun:*sitting on the couch in the living room knees to his chest tears falling*

Kangin:*looks at him sighs looks down*

Its like a huge hole has been punched through my heart 

Kyuhyun:*screaming in his sleep punching the bed*

Leeteuk:*rushes in the room*Kyuhyun kyuhyunnie

Kyuhyun:Huh *breathing heavily tears in his eyes*

Leeteuk SungMin and Ryeowook:*talking smiling at the dinner table*

Kyuhyun:*in the patio looking at the rain fall*

SungMin:*looks over sighs*

Kyuhyun:*screaming in his sleep again*

Leeteuk:*gets up from his bed sighs covers his face*

But it in a way im glad its the only reminder i have that we were real and that im not willing to let go of you yet..whenever you come back i will be waiting for you 

Kyuhyun:*sends the email sent failure takes a deep breath*

Leeteuk:*walks over to him in the living room*Kyu...

Kyuhyun:*knees to his chest looking down*Hyungs im fine

Leeteuk:Were worried about you i mean you only come out of the room only to shower work and eat and you rarely touch your food *sighs sits on the couch*

Kyuhyun:Dont worry about me im just fine *sighs*

SungMin:Kyu huh i hate to say this but hyukkie isn-*gets cut off*

Kyuhyun:Dont I dont wanna hear it *stands up looks at them*

Ryeowook:*sighs*Kyu thats the problem you dont wanna talk about hyunjoong you dont wanna face the truth i know it hurts just cry scream anything to let it out

Kyuhyun:*sighs*Why if i cry will eunhyukkie come back to me of course not so if i dont cry atleast i can say i dont have a problem 

Leeteuk:*looks down sighs*

Kyuhyun:That joongie is somewhere here in seoul taking good care of himself and that he's waiting for me and if theres no chance then i have no reason to wake up in the morning anymore *tears in his eyes*

SungMin:*tears in his eyes*

Kyuhyun:There is no happiness in my life because eunhyuk is my life *walks up the stairs*

Ryeowook:*sighs looks down*

Kyuhyun:*taking deep breaths slams the bedroom door slides down it covering his mouth cries hard*