2014 such a nightmare for us. For SOSHI, SONE for me and for you. Images the losing of you make me give up to face this world. I was broken when you are no longer beside me to face this reality. 

Are you happy now sica? Did you really move on from us, from our love? Because actually im not.

I saw you create instagram. Im happy because finally i can saw you even not infront of me. I really want to follow you but there something that hold me to do that. As long as you happy im happy. You so freedom and you can do what you want when finally you can achieve your dream to be fashion designer and lauch your own brand. But what make me broken is there is no me include in your dream. I thought we still have chance on our relationship, but after your contract with SM terminated i was broken deeply. There is no Sica in my life anymore. You change your phone number even exit from our group chat. You ask krystal your sister from not being close with us. Did you really forget our memory? Did you? . maybe this is our mistake and my mistake when we did not back up you when you have trouble. We cant and i cant do anything. You know how cruel our CEO. They plan everything when at the end we being the victim. And you buy with their lies when they said that the members want kick you out.

Third pov

Its raining hard at outside. Thunder can be heard. This remind me about you. When this situation happen you will cuddle really tight with me. I miss your warm.<