PROLOGUE

Jongin is perfection. At least, that’s what’ve always been on Kyungsoo’s mind in these past few years.

The boy who is younger than him, but taller and more muscular. His smile is an oase for Kyungsoo’s dying heart. Not to mention, his passion for dancing is what moves Kyungsoo’s voice to highest note it could reached.

Singing while thinking about Jongin always ended up with him being praised by his vocal teacher, and it satisfied him more than anything. It shows how big Jongin’s influence is in his life. Because singing is his whole life. Before Jongin came and ruined his life priority more than a man should be.

There were days, when Kyungsoo would spend his entire days thinking about Jongin. What Jongin did besides dancing. Did he ever saw the younger man do anything so passionately other than dancing? Never.

Even when he goes on a date with some girls Kyungsoo knows, Jongin would bring her to a ballet show, or jazz dance club. Sometimes, it his girlfriend who ended up leaving the date because they are bored. But, sometimes, it’s Jongin who leaves the girl because she didn’t like the ballet show or insulting the man dancer.

How would Kyungsoo knows all about this? Oh, Kyungsoo knows. He knows all about Jongin. He has been with Jongin as long as he could remember. He stays besides Jongin since they were on diapers until now they were big enough to make some girl pregnant. And yes, he knows Jongin’s passion. He even knows about how fragile Jongin is, and how desperate the boy to finally find someone who understand his passion towards dance that seems a little bit too much for all the other girl he dated.

Jongin is a genius. Jongin knows everything about dance including the history, ancient technique, and many things. Sadly, Jongin doesn’t know anything about love. Jongin doesn’t even know that, the one his heart actually wait for, have always been there besides him. Listen to his every whimp and broken hearted story. Listen to him with everlasting love and lust, always ready to devour him anytime but wait anyway. Doesn’t have the heart to force the boy. Doesn’t have the courage to confess his feelings too.

If anything, it’s Kyungsoo himself who decided he won’t let his feelings known by the younger boy. So Kyungsoo just stays beside him, until they graduated—Jongin is younger but also smarter so he skipped one year—high school and walk on their own path. Kyungsoo keeps singing in a well-known public theater right after he graduated. Someone eventually found his gifted voice and scouted him directly. Not that Jongin didn’t. He got scouted and even sent to renowned dancing school abroad free of tuition. Graduation day is the last day Kyungsoo ever saw the boy he loves and the day he closed his heart to anyone.

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Chapter 1: Finished, POSTED

Chapter 2: Finished, POSTED

Chapter 3: Finished, POSTED

Chapter 4: On process, drafted.

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