Past IV
Then & Now
-Xiumin POV-
"and DON'T YOU DARE TO TOUCH ME!" after luhan go outside, a tears show up on my face, 'so we are over now?' because of my stupidity. How can I so determine he likes me!?
"we..we are sorry Xiumin, it's my fault" Chen and the other showing up from the back door
“What ?”
“this is my idea to ..”
"so, it's because of you guys?" I said with anger while I looked to them one by one
"we are sorry, we will talk to Luhan later so you two can be together again" Chen put a forced smile that made me become angrier than before, I punched Chen face until he landing on the floor, but I didn’t stop, I leaned my body toward him and punched him again
"DO YOU THINK IT WILL BE LIKE BEFORE AGAIN, YOU B*STARD" I punched him continuously and others lock my hand so I can stop punch Chen
"LET ME !! THIS IS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU ASSH*LE" then one of them, punch me
"Yes this is our fault, but you need to calm yourself, dummy" one of them said after the other punched my stomach
Then, they took Chen and they went outside, I was about to punch them again, before Chen stop me, and one of them punched me again until I lending on the floor once again
“stop it you sick homo”
I was so shocked when I heard what they said to me. Is it really a fault if I was a homo? I let my tears out, I also cant believe Luhan was just playing with me all this time, I thought our love is mutual, although we didn’t say it that we like each other, but I thought his action to me has spoken its all. am I just the one who think our love is mutual?
FakeReal21
that night, two of Luhan's servants came and took all of his things, and Luhan never showed again in dormitory nor in school for 3 days after that fight incident
and my relationship with my other friends also become worst, and a lot of people now bad mouthing me because I like a guy, not a girl. Sometimes they will make fun of me and luhan. if they just mocking me I’ll accept it, but if it’s also related to Luhan , I cant be patience anymore and I will punch them until they stop bad mouthing Luhan.
the fourth day comes, and this is the first time Luhan comes to school after the incident, now he took the farthest seat from me, and every time we met each other’s eyes he will look away, sometimes he will join the other to bully me
he is not like my old Luhan, he is so different now, I don't know him anymore.
FakeReal21
-Luhan POV-
Now, sometimes I joined the bully group to bully Minseok, ah Xiumin, its not Minseok anymore. after that fight, I never called him Minseok again but Xiumin. Now, we never talk again, although sometime Xiumin trying to talk to me, but I will snap him. I don't want others think we are still together, and mocked me again. The first day I came to the school, I can see the different look the students gave me. If usually they admire me, that day they saw me like I was a lower human alive.
I open my class and find Xiumin was fighting with 3 guys and he got some bruises on his face, I was ready to fight that three guys because they made bruises on him, but when I saw the board that written some mocking word toward Xiumin and me , I stop myself from wanting to help Xiumin. If I help him, the rumor will become bigger and crazier, and I don’t want to make my name bad if my name got bad, it also will affect my family name and this school also. You still didn’t forget the owner of this school is my family right?
if usually I will whine to someone who took the chair beside Xiumin but it so different now. I will put my bag at the farthest seat from Xiumin and sit there silently not even give him a glance.
“You didn’t seat beside your lover today again luhan~” one of the student who was punching Xiumin before teasing me, and I gave him a glare
“Whoaaa, he gave me a glare,” he said like my glare just something really funny I ever was done
“Shut up! He isn’t my ing lover” I shout to him from my seat “and from now on he isn’t my friend anymore, so stop talking like I am his boyfriend or his friend” after I said all that, I went outside but I had heard the boy just now mocking Xiumin again because I wasn’t defense him.
FakeReal21
I was officially one of Xiumin bully now, I didn’t know since when the bully invite me to bully Xiumin and I just follow them to bully Xiumin. At first I follow them to show that I really hate Xiumin , but after I follow them a couple of time, I was also known as Xiumin bully. I cant take that name off from me now, if suddenly I stop bully him, I am afraid the other will start thinking that I still have a friendly feeling toward him,
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