3 years has passed after Luhan’s dead. I never forget about her. Every day I always visit her graveyard, sit there whole day, talking with her. Well mostly people will think I’m insane. Technically yes, I’m insane. I still can’t accept that Luhan gone forever. I almost drop out from campus because never attend the class, until one day I dream about Luhan.

“Luhan, Luhan you still alive” I want to hug her, but I can’t, I can’t touch her

“Luhan, why I can’t touch you?” I confused and Luhan only shake her head and she look so sad.

“Sehun~a, please don’t be like this, it’s make me hurt when I see you like this. always remember sehun~a l never leave you, I always here inside your heart. Sehun , please have a good life for me, please sehun~a please” she said and disappear

“Luhan.. Luhan.. Please don’t leave me” I shouted

After that dream I come to visit her graveyard again.

“Hi baby, I come again today. I dream about you last night, you look so beautiful. I miss you so much baby, miss you so much. I’m sorry if I make you sad, I’ll promise to you baby, I’ll have a good live as like you want. I promise to you” suddenly the wind blow, I feel like Luhan happy for my decision. After that day I went to campus again, start my new life without Luhan beside me.

Now I’m already graduate and work at the big and famous company. Until now I still haven’t found someone to replace Luhan. Speaking of my dorm mate they are already married Kris with Tao, Jongin with Kyungsoo, Chanyeol with Baekhyun and Jongdae with minseok. Every time we went out together their always try to introduce some of their friend to me but I always reject them.

September, 2012

At my company

“Good morning everybody” Mr. Choi greeted us.

Mr. Choi Siwon is our CEO, he’s friendly, easy going and sometimes very strict with his employee.

“I would like to introduce you our new manager. She’s a beautiful young lady, single and graduated from Harvard University. Please give her a warm applause to Ms. Hanna” Mr Choi said

All of us give her a warm applause and as usual I’m not interest at all, I don’t even look at her. I don’t care.

“Thank you, Good Morning Everybody my name is Hanna, Lee Hanna. Nice to meet you all, and I hope we can have a good team work here” she said

I was freeze hearing her voice. Her voice reminds me of someone