Hey everyone!

I'm still alive and I'm still working on this story, but I will be making some changes to it. Right now, I'm in a place of constant struggling, and I'm putting forward my best efforts to solve it. As you can probably see under my profile, I live in a very racist and heartless state, that cares nothing for Black people, especially Black women and...I really just don't know what to do with that.

I've lost a teacher that believed in me, when most people haven't, two of my three friends have also abandoned me. One was an abusive narcissist who suddenly wants my attention after literally walking away from me because he doesn't like to hear that he's wrong and the other just left me for about a  year and is trying to come back, as if she couldn't have told me that she needed a break.

I'm trying my best not to lose it with my abusive job that basically treats me like a literal slave, right now. So hang on, please. I'm trying my best to come back.

Long story, short. I feel like this job that I'm working now, is trying to make me hate all White people (especially, White men) and set me back in my progress to help all races of people, later in the future,  like I've originally planned.

Also, I have a growing resentment towards men in general, now, since I just got out of this relationship with a Narcissist and menaround me don't seem to care about women, at all...I'm so tired, you guys.

I thought things were getting better!

In the meantime, I've got a few things to fix about this story...

I did not know that I was actually endorsing a possible cult and I want to fix that starting now because I don't want any of you to be hurt or in a dangerous scenario over her reckless and stupid advice.

When I first wrote this story, I mentioned three women at about the time when Dallas arrived in Seoul and wanted to explore her surroundings. 

All three women have fallen from grace and I'm removing all of them, but one in particular, named Christelyn Karazin has been a red flag for the past year.

She has told young Black women to go to college and focus on obtaining rich non-Black men instead of making themselves self-sufficient, which is a dangerous move for women, much less Black women, idolizes White men on her channel and basically, only spotlights White men and Black women couples on her channel, saying that this is basically the best couple and ignoring other races of men, limits Black women's dating options, encourages Black women to change their mindsets, bodies, style, behaviors, interests, and dismissing their own issues that they deal with, as Black women, for the interest of basically, White men, endorses becoming completely subservient to White men, blames Black women for being attacked by White men (an example would be the Black woman from McDonald's who got dragged over the counter by a White man, just because she informed him that she didn't have any straws), recently, (even though she took down the video), she brought a worker who hates Black women, immensely; onto her platform, which is supposed to be about the improvement of Black women and introduced her to her audience.

This woman now charges classes from phone to ion, on YouTube.

I can't sit back any longer and watch this.

I've launched a Youtube channel.

It's been up for about a month and I'm putting a lot of effort into trying to save some Black women from getting themselves killed, by listening to these horrible women.

I sincerely apologize for mentioning any of these women, to you. I want you all to be happy, in the safest way possible, with the most loving men that you can find.

That's a good relationship...one with love, not only money as a concern or "securing the bag"!

My channel is called Minami X, for all of you, that are interested. I'll be back soon, I promise.

Thank you for hanging on and supporting me for all this time.

I'm finally, fighting back.