my love for her
BEHIND A MASKTOP'S POV
as i saw hoya begging me i knew i had to tell them the truth
"i'm sorry...i'm so sorry.."
"...."
"but i can't. you guys can't stop, not now."
"why not?" sungjong asked as small trickles of tears continued to roll down his cheeks
"you're parents...you need to avenge them,"
i saw they were all silent and were still as stone
i sighed
"15 years ago, when you guys were only 2 or 3 years-old. Your parents were the leaders of the best gangs but they were only #2 on the AR list and they were tied with the girls' parents ,and the thing is the girls' parents are still the leaders of the top gangs til this day, and the #1 spot belonged to the Hwang family. Then one day your parents' declared war on the Hwang family because couple of your parents' gang members were killed in a fight with the Hwang's gang. Of course, your parents won but..."
"but what?"
"Bora's parents also wanted to be #1 so...so they killed your parents'," i said cautiously and the boys were queit
"i don't understand how this gang works,"
"all of your parents were leaders of 7 different gangs, however, you guys were in the same group, like the girls' parents so it's basically within the groups there are seperate gangs," i explained
" i was the youngest member in not just the gang but out of the entire group so your parents wouldn't let me participate and left behind to take care of you guys, but it already past a day and none of them came back and i knew what happened and once i saw the news i knew for sure that they were dead," i continued and sighed
"i was merely 16 at that time so i couldn't take care of you guys legally so i left you guys at the orphanage and for 7 years i trained to become the best. i went around the world to learn all sort of fighting techniques and then i came back to Korea and i went and got to be your legal gaurdian," i explained
"you boys were so little so i knew you wouldn't understand that is why i never said anything. I thought that you guys will always be in this business without asking why, without questioning it, but that changed as you guys can see. i wanted you to take revenge for your parents. when i saw this mission i knew it was the perfect chance to get revenge on them for your parents but i never would have guessed that you guys would fall in love with your parents' murderers' daughters,"
"...why did it just get more complicated?" sungkyu asked
"i'm sorry boys,"
"may i ask what gangs the girls' parents are the leaders of?"
"Bora's parents: dbsk: members: yunho, changmin, yoochun, xiah and jaejoong. Dasom's parents: 2pm members: taekyeon, nickhun, wooyoung, junho, junsu, jay, and chansung. Hyorin's parents: Zea: members: dongjun, minwoo, kanghee, siwan, heechul, junyoung, hyungshik, kevin and taehun. Soyu's parents: teen top:members: CAP,Ljoe, changjoe, ricky, chunji and niel. Gna's parents: BAP: members: daehyun, yongguk, himchan, zelo, jongup and youngjae. Hyunyoung's parents: shinee:members: jonghuyn,minho,taemin, onew, and key and lastly Seungyeon's parents:Big Bang: members:g-dragon,taeyang, daesung, seungri and seunghyun"
"wait...g-dragon,yunho,junsu,dongjun and CAP. Those bastards were the kingkas at our school," Sungyeol noticed
"yes...one member from each gang are spread out in different schools of Seoul and you guys just happened to go to the one they did," i said
hoya sighed and wiped his tears
"was this supposed to change my feelings about bora?" he asked
i was flustered
"i don't know my parents and i don't even remember who they are, so why would their deaths matter so much to us?" he asked
i nodded in agreement
"i don't know if they are behind everthing but i know this...the girls' parents know of your identity," i finally revealed
"WHAT?!" they yelled
"they are smart people and they have many connections, so of course they looked into you guys considering you guys are always near their daughters," i pointed out and the boys seemed to be surprised of my peaceful reaction
"look, the night of Hoya's arrest i was pondering on about who the real killer could be and i just happened to be on the AR list and that is how i found out they were who they are and i remembered the history between us and them. Then the next day, i was in my room and suddenly my laptop was being hacked. I had all of my information of you guys on my computer and i managed to stop the hacking before they took ALL of our information and after i traced it, it went back to Yoon Bora's house to her father's computer," i explained
"why did you not tell us sooner?" L asked in frusteration
"i couldn't because i know of the situations you boys were in so i decided to wait and right now seemed to be the best time to reveal everything," i said as i just raised my shoulders
suddenly my phone started ringing and i checked to see that i recieved a text message from an unfamiliar number. i opened the text and it read: Look into murder case of Hwang Family in 2000
"we already know everything now," hoya said to the text message
Sungyeol was already checking to see who sent it but it turned out to be a disposable phone
"i'll look more into this text meanwhile, you boys...go to Yoon Jae hyuk and question him," i ordered
the boys hesitated at first but nodded their heads in the end and they all headed out
HOYA'S POV
We arrived at his house shortly and to my surprise te gaurds let us in once he heard our names and once we parked in front of his house we saw the girls packing luggages into their car
"uh hi oppas. what are you doing here?"
"we just came to talk to your dad," i answered bora and i saw a worried expression suddenly cover her face
i smiled reassuringly and winked and she giggled
i looked down bitterly and as i looked up and saw bora worry once again as she was able to catch my expression
"well where are you girls going?"
"it is winter break so were going up to our private island,"
"dang you rich lucky butttsssssss," sungjong said as he whined
"do you guys want to come?" Gna noona asked
"nah we still need to talk to bora's dad,"
"well were leaving in 3 hours so if you can go just meet us at Seoul airport kay?"
we nodded and they drove away
my boys already walked up but i looked up and saw jae hyuk look down at me through the window
i smirked and walked in
the boys were already up the stairs so i sprinted to catch up with them
one of the maids guided us to a room and right in front of us was the murderer...Yoon Jae Hyuk
"i assume you boys came here to talk to me?"
"there is no other reason for us to be here," sungkyu said
"ah~ are you sure because it seemed like you boys were here to meet the girls,"
we were a bit surprised but remained calm
"so what is the reason for seeing me today?" he asked as he seemed to be mocking us
"you seem to know of our identity and yet you do nothing?" L asked as his cold eyes pierced the old man
"i will let karma get to you,"
"and out of all the other people you think karma will come to us first?" i asked
he had a confused expression
"do not act innocent because you are more guilty than any of us here,"
"are you sure? you boys killed more people than i have,"
"are you sure about that?"
right now was not a war but a battle...a battle of the mind
"stay away from my daughter," he warned
"since when did you care so much of your daughter? from what i heard, your children are your only enemy,"
"it is my job,"
"as a parent it is your job for your own kids to hate you? you really are a pyschotic bastard,"
"this will help the girls stay away from people like you," he said as he glared
"no, you just helped them get closer to us,"
"STAY.AWAY.FROM.THEM,"
"no," i answered boldly
"i will use them to get to you, i will hurt them and i will do whatever i can to give them the worst pain of all...heartache," i said
his expression changed as his face darkened
he walked up to me and grabbed my collar
"this does not involve them,"
"yes it does. why? because they are the daughters of monsters who lust for power and money,"
"you kill people too and you don't consider yourselves monsters?"
"we do but we are a different case,"
"and what makes you think so,"
"you kill for power and money but we kill for comfort,"
"you boys are nothing but monsters as well, killing millions of people,"
I hands clenched into a fist
"YOU THINK YOU'RE INNOCENT?!"
"innocent until proven guilty,"
"you are guilty the moment you commit the crime," sungkyu said exhaustedly
jaehyuk smirked and released me
"this conversation is going nowhere and i have a meeting so *snap* hannah will lead you boys out," and the maid dragged us out
"we need to do something...something that will irk him,"
"the girls, there is no choice. We're going to their private island," i ordered
"when do they leave again?"
"they leave in 30 minutes,"
"let's go"
and the seven of us got on our individual motorcycles and drove to the airport. we parked and realized there was only 10 minutes until their flight left so we ran inside to search for the girls and we found them sitting on the chairs with their luggages and passports
"SOYU!!" sungkyu hyung yelled out and all seven girls turned and look and waved and smiled at us brightly
we walked towards them and greeted
"you guys came!" g.na noona said happily
"we wanted to join cuz it sounds fun!" sungjong said excitedly
"but you guys don't have any clothes are anything?"
"nope. by the time we decided to go we were running out of time and just came here," i said as i scratched my head
"hahaha it's alright. we'll just buy some at the island,"
"do we need our passports as well?" dongwoo asked
"uhh well...we just kind of brought ours but it's not necessary because its our own private jet so it's fine," bora explained
"alright,"
"well it's time to board the plane so let's go," and they led us outside to their plane
they entered and comfortably sat in different areas of the plane and us guys took the initiative to sit next to the girl we loved
i couldn't help but distance myself from bora as i knew that this trip is where everything would change...this vacation would be the time to ruin everything
i sighed
"is everything okay?"
"yes it's nothing,"
"are you sure?"
"yeah," and i faked a smile
"what did you talk with my dad?" she asked
"nothing for you to worry about," i said as i tapped her nose
she smiled but she still had that unsure expression
"dont' worry about it," i said as i grabbed her hands
she seemed shocked but smiled
during the ride we were listening to
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G06xgGjXd_
and i couldn't help but cry, no matter how hard i try to stop my tears it won't stop
"h..hoya," she said
i looked at her and smiled
"sorry j.just sorry," and i quickly wiped my tears but more continued to fall
she held my face and wiped them for me
we were still listening to the song and this part continued to hang on to me
" I love you, again today, I love you.I am wanting you like this.Can't you just stay? Whenever I see you, I get greedy so I get scared"
"bora.. i love you,"
"h..hoya,"
tears after tears i said "i don't want to hurt you but i have no choice," i whispered
"hoya,"
"i love you more than you can imagine and...."
i was cut off by her sweet lips on mine
"i love you too hoya...you are my world, my love and my all. no matter what you do...i will love you for eternity,"
"bora..."
and again we locked lips
~~~~~~~~~~~
"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."
yoon bora, this is what you have done to me but yet i have to give you pain...this is the last
the last time we can have a happy moment...a loving memory
forgive me as i love you deeply but i have no choice.....
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