where's the end?
What Should I Do?"What did you say, Ryeowook-ssi?" I asked her, hoping that I heard it wrong
"You steal my Yeppa from me!" she yelled at me
I'm just watching her carefully, trying to figure what she trying to say
"You took him away, it's all because of you! If only you trust him" she points Kyu "then it won't happen!"
"But you just get mad, and left him, and made my Yeppa being just like you! I hate you!" she's now drowning on her tears
"Ryeowook-ssi,,,,please, stop it" Kyuhyun please her, taping her shoulder, then hug her to stop her crying.
"I really don't know about it Ryeowook-ssi...I'm sorry...I..." I try to appologize. I really have no idea that I was the one who caused their break up
"Just go away from my life!"
Then I turn away, and leave them
"Minnie!" I heard Kyu calling, but I ignore him. I just walk away and back to my room.
I found him, lying on his bed, sleep in peace
It's not my dream holiday. It's a nightmare. Having Yesung as my boyfriend was so wonderful, but why seeing Kyu hug Ryeowook still feel like hell? I should've forget him, and move on with Yesung. Have I forget Kyu? Have I hate him?
And it's terrible to find out that I was the reason of their break up. Because of me. Because Kyu hurt me, then I hurt Ryeowook not intentionally.
In the middle of my confusion, I didn't notice that Yesung get up.
"Min, why are you crying?" he come to me, who's sitting on a couch beside his bed
I wipe my tears away
"Let's just go home now, Sungie"
"What? But why? We've just arrived yesterday"
"I just .... wanna go home" I get up and go to my suitcase, pack everything back to it place.
"Why, Min? What happen?"
"So many thing happen when you're asleep, Sungie...too much"
He cuped my face and force me to look in his eyes
"Then, tell me"
I look away "Let's just go home" I said
"I won't move untill you tell me"
"Then, I'm leaving alone"
"Geez, Min! One word won't hurt you!"
"Have you meet her this morning?" I asked him
"What? who?"
"Ryeowook-ssi" now that I mention her name, he just stay quiet
"He's here with Kyuhyun. And I saw them this morning while looking for you. I'm sure that you've done something with them, since I found her crying on Kyuhyun's arm"
"Yes, I met her this morning. But nothing happen! You know that I only love you now, if you're jealous with her"
"No, it's not the point. What's the reason behind your break up, Sungie?"
"..."
"So, that's true"
"What?"
"It's because of me"
"She told you?"
I just nod
"Well...that's true...that's why..."
"Then, let's just go home now"
He said nothing, then preparing his stuff, and we're leaving that moment.
I can't think straight right now. I really don't know what to do. I wish I could just move on and forget them, but my heart won't compromize. My heart won't let me enjoy my lovey dovey moment with Yesung while Kyuhyun and Ryeowook still around. While Kyuhyun still bothering my mind. While I can't completely forget him.
~Will Sungmin survive? Will YeMin last? ~
Comments