Chapter 3

Can I Have My Heart Back?

 

 

Byunghun POV

 

 

 

“What’re you doing here?!,” He raise his voice at me. it was different when I first step inside the shop.

“I’m coming here to buy a cake. Are you a fool? Of course I’m coming here to buy some flower,” I snicker at him.

“I’m not selling flower to people like you. Please leave my shop,” He gesturing me to leave his shop. Don’t think I’m that easy to be chase away.

“Hey! What’s wrong with you?,” I asking for some explanation why his behaviour like this.

“I hate you that’s the problem. So if you don’t want your clothes to be wet again, please leave my shop,” He keep asking me out from this shop.

“Speaking of yesterday event, here is all the receipt for my new clothes and hair treatment,” I slip my hand into the coat’s pocket that I wear and pulled out few paper.

“2250000won!!! Are you crazy?! That’s would be my profit for two weeks selling. But you use that large amount of money just to buy clothes and get a hair treatment?,” His eyes grow wide again and his mouth leave hang open seeing the amount.

“It’s consider cheap already because I already minus the amount for my facial treatment. You got no choice but pay me back. Or else I will sue you in court. After all, I have many witnesses at the café that can tell who is right and who is wrong,” I take my time to inspect his shop while explaining to him. If feel comfortable to be inside this flower’s shop.

“Are you black mailing me right now?,” He tapped his hand impatiently on the counter, clearly annoyed with my action.

“If you willing to pay me back then I will pretend none of this happen,” I settle my eyes on him again. I find that even when he is mad, he is still looking pretty.

“Here’s your receipt back. I never will pay for it. Get out of here before I call the cops,” He start push me out from the shop.

“What make you hate me so much anyway? If it’s because of our past relationship then I’ll apologise again,” I’m not budge from my position even though he pushing me away.

“None of your apologise would make it right again. You ruin my life,”

“Come on, it’s just heartbroken. How could that ruin your life?,”

“Shut up. You don’t know anything about me,” He snapped at me.

“Besides, I see you already move on. That guy at the café is your new boyfriend right?,”

“Why should I tell you whether that guy is my boyfriend or not,” He insist on pushing me until I’m out of his shop.

“Because when he sees you get mad at me, he also gets mad. I’m lucky he didn’t start beating me,” My eyes then spot a vacant chair.

 “Hey, who invite you to sit here? Get out please,” He become madder when he sees me sitting down on the chair.

“I.Don’t.Want,” I smirk at him.

“Then I will drag you out by myself,” He grab my hand tightly and leading me toward the door.

“Hold on baby,” I twist my hand and now I was the one holding his hand.

“Yah! What’re you doing? Let go of me,” He struggling to escape from my hold but it only make me embrace him tightly in my arm.

“You’re getting prettier after drop out of school. If that guy at the café is not your boyfriend then it means you still single?,” I stare at his face which was red from his anger and maybe some blush.

 “I never say I’m single. Besides, if it’s true I’m single what you care anyway?,” He avoid from looking at me.

“Maybe we can start again?,” Suddenly I want to test him. I want to know whether he still have feeling for me or not.

“What?! It’s impossible. I never want to get together with you again,” His hand pushing my chest to make a distance between my face and his.

“I can sense you still have feeling for me,” I ignore his pushing and pulled him closer.

“The only feeling I have for you is only hatred. Please let go of me,” His eyes meet mine when he pleading to be let go.

I finally get to look inside his eyes. Somehow I find it looking so sad, lonely and longing for someone. I couldn’t help but drawing closer to him and end the gap between us. My lips meet his. The kiss was soft and slow as if trying to remembering how to be kiss again.

“You pabo! Why you kiss me?,” He ask when I pulled apart.

“You still do love me,” I know he still has feeling for me.

“No! I hate you!!,” He finally escape from my hold and looking away from me.

“Then why you kiss me back?,” I reason him. I could feel it just now he is kissing me back.

“I’m not,” He reply but with some uncertainty in his voice. 

“Yeah right. Do you think you can lie to me?,” I rolled my eyes at him.

“Just get out from here,” His voice is like was about to cry.

“Okay, I’ll leave. But before that can you tell me something?,”

“What?,”

“What is your name?,” I couldn’t help but asking this stupid question. I want to know his name.  

“Yah! You ask me out and kiss me just now but you don’t even remember my name??,” His voice raise again at me. I bet he didn’t expect that.

“It’s not that I forget all of it. I just remember your name start with Lee,”

“Find it by yourself,” Hopelessly he say to me.

 

 

End of Byunghun POV

 

 

 

Chanhee POV

 

 

With that, I shove him out of the door and lock it from inside. He just smirks at me before walking away from the shop. Then, I scream at the top of my lung inside the shop. I just hate myself right now.

Why the heck did I kiss him back? Now he thinks I still love him. He is still unchanged from before. How could he ask my name after kiss and ask me out?

I find the strength in my legs is gone and I slumped down on the floor while crying. Bringing my legs closer, I buried my face in between it while sobbing uncontrollably. Why he must appear when I was already at my best and could live without him. I must admit all the feeling that I had for him is coming back when he kissing me.

After two hours of mourning and staring aimlessly at things around me, I stand up and closing the shop since I don’t have any mood to keep selling today. Feeling dejected, I climb up the stairs and head toward the bedroom, trying to calm myself.

Without knowing I fall asleep with tears still shed from my eyes. I’m awake when I heard a soft voice calling for me and when I open my eyes I see my son and Changjo staring worriedly at me. Young Jae then scooting closer to me on the bed and hug me.

“Are you okay Omma?,” Young Jae ask me.

“I’m okay,” I patted his head.

“Then why are you crying?,” Curiously he ask.

“I just had a bad dream. That’s all my baby,” I know lying is not good to a kids but I don’t him to know the truth.

“Don’t worry. Tonight I will sleep with you to make that bad dream didn’t come,” I chuckle when I hear him say it.

“Alright Young Jae,” I smile at him.

“Now, are you already taken a bath? Cause you were stink,” I ask him.

“Oops! I still haven’t. I’ll take it now,” He stands abruptly and smiles sheepishly at me.

“Good boy,” I peck his cheek.

 Then he was out of my room, thus leaving me alone with Changjo. Seeing Changjo worried gaze on me making me feel sad again. Tears are already forming inside my eyes.

“What happen Chanhee?,” That’s it. Just a few words from him making me shed tears again. He then pulled me into his arm and lending me his shoulder for me to cry.

“H..he come here,” I mumble through his shirt.

“Shhh.. Don’t cry. You know I didn’t like it when you cry,” He softly rubbing my back to calm me down. But it only makes me more sad.

“H..he didn’t… remember my name,” I mumble to him while hiccup.

“You should forget about him Chanhee,” Changjo tell me.

“I..I can’t,” I shake my head. As if it was easy to forget about him. If I can, I already done it five years ago.

“You must. All about him is only bring no good to you. You know both me and Young Jae panic when seeing you sleep while crying. He is so scares that something happens to you,”

“I’m sorry,” I apologise to him for making him worried.

“Don’t worry. I never mad at you,” He always so nice toward me.

“Thank you Changjo,” I thank him. Somehow I cannot imagine if he is not here.

“For what?,” He ask.

“For always be here with us,” I look into his eyes.

“You can always rely on me Chanhee,” He sooth me while wipe away all the tears that escape from my eyes.

If only I meet Changjo sooner than I meet Byunghun, surely I would fall in love with him. He always treat me with kindness. 

 


 

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iechannie #1
Chapter 7: AUthornim, new chapter please
gt7bts #2
Chapter 7: updateeee updateeeee ;;;;-;;;;
PastelMeow96 #3
Please uspdate your story soon . I moss reading it
eunahsoo #4
Chapter 7: Yay, love this chapter
chunsa05 #5
Chapter 7: update please ><
TeenGez14Top
#6
Chapter 6: Oh boy... Chanhee will need to down lots and lots of alcohol for the discussion that is about to unfold!
I'm also curious about his relationship with Changjo, hm...
We shall see, we shall see XD
beabijou #7
Chapter 6: juz punch him hard before telling him the truth chanhee lol
18succubus
#8
Chapter 6: Hey!! You're back with another chunjoe fanfic!!! ♡♡ :D
Update soon, pls ~
minjiminie #9
Chapter 6: Thanks for the updateee <3 i love you sooo muchhh~ Author-nim <3 Buing buing~ Update soon ^^ Hwaiting~!!
iechannie #10
Chapter 5: I feel bad for Chanhee.