I Understand

That One Girl

It did relieve some of the tension I was feeling watching the boys decide who would go first. Playfully shoving each other and arguing who was going to win. I couldn't help but giggle when Hoseok was picked to go first. He was always so bubbly. How could anyone keep that much energy and happiness all the time? Then it hit me as soon as he began to dance. The way his body seemed to release the stress he had, if any. His movements were so fluent and fit the beat so well. What was there for me to show them? 

Next was Namjoon..what was he even doing? Having a seizure perhaps? It was definitely a cute attempt though. He seemed to be having fun, and with freestyle, that's truly all that matters. Those facials though, I felt bad laughing but I think he was fine with it considering the other members were doing the same. 

Once he was finished making his point across that his dancing was supposed to be 'crumping', he tagged Jin in. The princess actually had a few moves..I suppose. He was just so tall and boney that the way he danced looked a little awkward on him. I couldn't help but focus on the way his eyes would examine the room as he danced. He does the same thing I do when he gets nervous. At least I think its because he's nervous. 

All of a sudden Jimin pushed him to the side playfully, causing the other members to howl in encouragement as Jimin began to dance. He dances similar to Hoseok, yet nothing the same. He had more control it seemed. The way he isolated his pops to the sound of the bass made it seem like he was speaking to the music. It seemed like I was staring at his body for hours, but I was soon knocked out of my thoughts when my eyes met his. The smirk that grew on his face almost immediately made me look away as my cheeks turned a dark pink.

I only looked back once I noticed it was now Taehyung dancing. How could a boy shake his hips so well? He looked like he belonged in a girl group instead. The only thing I could see me needing to show him would be how to look more manly when dancing. 

My eyes fixated to a red haired boy standing behind Jungkook, seeming as if he was falling asleep by the constant yawning. Wasn't that one named Yoongi? Did he not like dancing as much as the others?  I watched as he shook his head in protest as the other members tried to get him to dance. The only one left was Jungkook, but all he seemed to do was run his hands along his chest while trying to dramatically lip sing to the song. Was that how he freestyle danced all the time or was he just trying to make me laugh, because it worked. 

Once all the members who were going to go had gone, the manager turned the music off and motioned for me to stand as the other members walked over to the wall. I took a deep breath and stood from my chair before making my way to the middle of the studio floor. I felt my stomach turn over and the eyes that were watching me. 

In attempt to calm my nerves I looked above the members heads, careful to not make eye contact as the music started again. I tried hard to listen to the beat of the music but all I could hear was my heart beat growing louder. Why were my fingers starting to shake so bad? The volume of the music slowly started to rise as I glanced at the manager motioning for me to start. 

I couldn't bring myself to move. It was like i was nailed to the floor. The walls were closing in on me, I couldnt do it. In less than a minute I was out the door of the studio and running to the bathroom. I locked the door shut behind me before walking towards the sink and turning the water on. 

"Why couldn't I do it? I just made the biggest fool out of myself." I mumbled quietly to myself as I splashed my face with water. 

Just then there was a knock on the door and a soft voice trying to be heard. I turned the water off as I patted my face dry with a paper towel before making my way over to the door, slowly unlocking it and pulling it open. 

The soft voice was soon matched with a redhaired sleepy looking member. "Yah~ Are you alright?" He moved to the side slightly to show the other members slowly walking closer, faces filled with a concerned look.

"Ah..yeah. Im sorry. I don't know what happened." I responded as I bowed to each member, smiling as Jin ruffled his fingers throughout my hair. 

"Here, let's show you to your room you'll be staying in." The princess suggested as he took my wrist, leading me up the stairs and down a hallway. 

"These are where our rooms are. We each share a room with someone. In this one is Jungkook and Jimin." He added as he pointed to a door cracked open slightly, revealing what looked like a messy room. We continued to walk down the hallway a little ways, only to be stopped when a lilac haired boy halted in front of us and leaned against a door. 

"This one is my room which I share with Yoongie~" Taehyung excitedly announced before moving to the side to allow Jin to complete the tour. 

"Over here you have mine, Hoseok, and Namjoon's room. Since there's three of us its a little bigger than the others." I couldn't help but smile at how proud he sounded to have the bigger room. As he opened the door to reveal it, a quiet chuckle slipped my lips. It didn't look any different from Jimin's room, except it was clean. 

Hoseok and Namjoon said their goodnights to me before walking into their bedroom. I looked around for the other members but I guess they'd already left for their rooms. Which meant I was left alone with the princess. 

"Down here just a little ways is where you'll be staying. It's already furnished and I did the liberty to put your clothes away with the manager once your bags arrived yesterday."

"You put up everything in my suitcases? That's so sweet...but really everything?" I laughed nervously thinking about the clothes I brought along with the time of the month helpers. He nodded in response to me as he rubbed his nape before opening the door to my room with his free hand.

It was so much bigger than mine in America. The bed looked so comfy with the fuzzy pillows and polka dotted bedsheets. It felt just like home but the only thing missing was the thousands of kpop posters on the walls. I'd thought it might've been weird to bring those along. 

Jin walked in behind me and leaned against the wall as he watched me walk around the room in astonishment. I couldn't help it any longer, I ran over to the bed and plopped down on it while sighing in content. 

"Yah.." The princess mumbled, causing me to sit up on the bed just enough to see him running his fingers through his hair as he looked at his feet. 

"Yes pri--..oppa?" 

"What exactly happened today in the studio that caused you to run out? Did someone make fun of you before you got up?" He asked as he glanced at me for a moment before looking at the wall beside me. 

"I..um.." I sat up a little more to lean against the pillows as I played with my fingers in my lap. "To be honest, I've just never really been able to freestyle dance in front of anyone. Not even my close friends in America or family. I always get anxiety and either faint or run away." As soon as I finished talking, he made his way closer to the bed, looking at me with those same worried eyes from earlier today. 

"But you danced in front of us with the Danger dance?" He blinked in confusion as he sat in the chair at the desk. I bit my lower lip as I swung my legs over the edge of the bed to face him. 

"That's a different story. Its easier when I know what I'm doing and I know I won't freeze or something..its weird I know." The tension in the room was finally beginning to die down as he started to look at me as if he understood what I was trying to say. 

"You remember when all of us were free styling today? Well I always get intimidated around the other members because I've been told many times I'm not that good at dancing. So that's kind of the same as yours, I get nervous and can't look at anyone. I have to trick my mind that I'm in the room by myself. It gets easier eventually, you just have to practice." He stood up as he realized the time on the clock, reaching over to pat my head gently. "You should get some rest, (Y/N)."

As soon as he turned his back to leave the room I stood up and back hugged him as tight as I could, mumbling a soft thank you before letting him leave the room. 

 

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A/N: I literally finished writing this chapter 2 hours after posting chapter one but I figured I shouldn't post it till the next day. Chapter three is going to be in third person point of view so you can see things from all members ^^ so was the Lil Jin connection cute?? My friend helped me write it. The next chapter shall be up soon ^^ thanks for reading

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Candy-licious
#1
Chapter 7: Awwwwwww kookie being all shy shy.. Omgosh.. Haha.. Update soon ara? Haha
Sakurakilari1 #2
Chapter 6: Awww they're soooo cuuute <3
Wonder wich one of them will be the second one to do a one on one date <3
I don't know why but i kind of want jungkook to be the next one so that she can make up for "rejecting" his proposition (and for him to make up for that embarrasing moment that happened in the starbucks chapter lol )
But then again i want her to have a date with all the members so i'll enjoy it as much if it was another member than the maknae >_<
Candy-licious
#3
Chapter 6: Oh my god! The story is soooooooooooooo damn good!
ohoho1245 #4
Chapter 6: Yay, you're back! I'm starting to fall more in love with this fic. It's amazing! Great job! Thanks for updating and I can't wait for your next update :D
Odult_SehunEXO #5
Chapter 5: Omg I laughed out loud at the starbucks scene , Good Job! ^_^
Baeksobang #6
Chapter 4: oohh Jimin you're so cute ^^ if you're gonna make a one on one scene for the next chapter, please make it with Jimin author-nim pleaseeeee ^^~ Taehyung or Jungkook would be also cute tho eheh ~ I 'll be waiting !! Hwaiting~
Baeksobang #7
Chapter 3: ooooh this is so exciting!!! I loved the part with Suga eheheh ^^ But eventhough my bias is Taehyung i want the girl to be with Jimin kkkkk i don't know why he is just been acting so cute around her ^^ pls update quicklyyyyyyyy~
misao_04
#8
Chapter 2: Omg the Jin part is so cute I love it >u<
TaTa_BTS-V
#9
Chapter 1: Yes please update soon it's preety good just I hope you start to make each bts member to start showing their feelings towards her LIKE OMG THAT WOULD BE AWSOME ! :D