Only Know You’ve Been High When You’re Feeling Low

2014, Let Her Go
Only Know You’ve Been High When You’re Feeling Low
I was too high that I dared not to see down...where the reality lies

We’re loving wife and wife.

No, we were loving wife and wife.

I’ve been sedated too much in a state of sweet delirium. Smelling sweet poppies, downing too much from my love for you.

I’ve been too high to realize the real heights.

He indeed has a lot of what I lack. I’m lean, he’s muscular. I’m petite, he’s tall. He’s handsome, I’m not a creature suited to be called handsome. He can give you reassurances, I give you insecurities.

He’s a man, I’m a woman. He’s Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul, I’m Kim Taeyeon.

For four months I’ve hold my pain, sending a vague message to the world about my hurt.

When you said yes to the world’s accusation, I’ve blown down so low.

Down, down, down. Smacking me awake from my sweet daydream.

But my heart still dare to dream.

To dream of soaring. Of soaring to claim you back to me, from that Prince Charming’s grasp.

Let her go, let her go!

Why couldn’t you, my stubborn heart?

However, my heart’s will deteriorated. As your prince flaunted his affection for you in shows. As a young, questionable admirer approached me.

I’ll never be able to reciprocate that admirer boy deliberately.

Deliberately, I’ve let her go.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: I remember, I was thinking how ironic to wish Taeyeon happy birthday in 2014, while in less than a month later KhunFany boomed out. Ugh. And I forgot which blog post I read, but it said that Taeyeon posted in December 2013 in her IG or somewhere, which is translated as "If you love someone, you have to let go"? I don't know if it's true but did Tae already know and not so happy about it?

For you all who read this, thank you so much and I'm happy to inform you that TaeNy got double drabble dosage here! XD

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TakuyaKen
#1
Chapter 3: Its more of reality
crizxii29 #2
Chapter 3: I like the way you write :) Yulsic up next ! :D
TaeyeonAmber #3
Chapter 2: :) Smile for the author
TakuyaKen
#4
Chapter 2: It's great sad shots keke